Hello. I rarely post, but I'm always lurking and following everyone. I truly wish the best for all of you, and I get genuinely excited when y'all have good news. And I hate the disappointments right along with all of you.
I had my fifth IUI today. 1-4 were all BFN -- unexplained. I did Menopur injects and Ovidrel. After the IUI today, the RE was giving me the usual instructions for the next two weeks. Come back next Wednesday for bloodwork to check progesterone to determine if I ovulated. And, start Endometrin suppositories this Friday. He said "Continue that until you get your period ..." Then he left the room.
What? How does he know I'll get my period? Does he know there is no way that I'll get the other result -- a BFP? The paranoia set in. He is evil. Nothing is what it seems. He hasn't really been doing IUIs with intent to knock me up. It's his plan to get women to spend thousands on fake IUIs, which will all fail. These desperate women will then fork over more thousands for IVF. Which all pays for his car with a license plate that reads " BABYMKR." (I'm not making that part up.)
I actually dug through the trash before I left to inspect the vial. Did it really have sperm in it? Yep, I'm a little crazy.
Do any of you get these thoughts? Note: I do like my RE.