TTC after 35

I just lost it....

I am officially way too emotional about this TTC stuff right now.  I was in my supervisor's office talking about some projects and I heard a baby start crying (not a normal occurrence in our office) and I flinched.  She asked what was wrong and I just said, "I can't handle seeing a baby right now" and started tearing up.  AF came today and so we have one more month of trying before going to the RE.  So, needless to say, she asked what was going on and I finally told we've been trying for almost six months.  She's amazing and made me laugh in the end, but it was not how I wanted my morning to go. 
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Re: I just lost it....

  • I am so sorry.  I would have flinched too.  It is great that your boss is understanding.
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  • It's like we lose our poker faces after a few months.

    I'm so sorry your day is going this way, but it's awesome that you have a boss who is sympathetic and understanding. That can make a bad day a little better. 

    I hope you get a coffee break this afternoon or something (cupcake break?) to maybe help you get out, at least a little bit, of the CD1 funk..


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    DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
    TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

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