I know you can't dx me. I'll start with that. When things are going well with LO, generally I'm okay, but when we have rough days (and we have a lot, she's not an easy baby) then I get exhausted, exasperated, irratable and just plain down feeling--like it will never get better. I have anxiety about the baby waking up (seriously, she is difficult) and guilt about being a crap mom and that's why she's so angry and guilt because I don't enjoy being around her when she's being miserable.
But when things are good, I'm cool. I have no issues.... does this sound PPDish or just "sucks, you got a hard baby" sort of thing.