My SIL has a NB and we were visiting (my lost baby was due 3 weeks after her LO was born) so here I was holding my niece and thought wow this is going to be me in Nov.
I have worked in child care for years and have had babies and toddlers so I know I can handle it. Just thought that WOW! it will be full time at home.
Looking forward to it though. Just took me by surprise that it will be real.