1. A week from today we'll be headed to Faith's Lodge and I'm really excited!
2. Over the weekend I shared with a friend my hurt feelings about the lack of reaching out on behalf of some of our other friends, and she put in a code red with the group. I've received several emails and texts today and I needed it since my EDD was yesterday. I wasn't mad at anyone because I know they just don't know how to handle it and want to give us privacy, but I'm happy my friend let them know it was okay to contact us and they did.
*TTCAL related*
3. I have been temping off and on but I had a high temp this morning so I'm hoping I ovulated at some point and AF will come soon. It has been 9 weeks and I'd love for my body to do something it is supposed to!
TTC is making me smile a bit. The thought of being pregnant again and holding my baby brings excitement into my life (but at the same time dread and fear - understandably so)
Wedding planning. We recently got engaged and we are focusing a lot of time and attention on our wedding for next year. Our reception venue of choice is going to set up a special table for our Gabriel memorial candle. They want to decorate it up nice and put his picture next to it. It means a lot to have him be as much a part of our wedding as our daughter will be.
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The nice weather with the sun shine I would say has a great affect on my mood.
TTC Mentioned!!!
Also we are leaving for vacation in a little over a month so I am looking forward to it bc when get back its game on!!
BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds
Unexplained IF
BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268 Beta 3:1248
I know I have been absent A LOT lately but I have been reading your posts.
Today I am smiling for a few reasons. One, the school year is winding down!!! I'm excited to not have to pack lunches or wear teacher clothes. I am looking forward to sleeping in (at least until grad class starts). Only 4 more days of work until summer
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#1 - a card I got in the mail from Foxxy!!! It was so sweet!
Also, JRobb, I see something extra has been added to your siggy, so congrats!!
Other than that, I have actually been really down. I have been ugly crying for two days now and usually it makes me feel better, but I still feel crappy.
As always though, my precocious little 2 year old makes me smile.
***Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Roxyttandme!! It's a GIRL!! Charlotte arrived on 9/29!!!!***
PGaL/PAL Always Welcome!!
1. My flowers/trees that bloom just outside my front door.
2. My husband. He can make me smile like no one else.
3. I got a 4.1 out of 5 on my review at work today. That's better than I expected! I do a good job and take it seriously (from my perspective) but my boss can be knit-picky which always makes me nervous.
****warning....rainbow baby related****
4. I have less than 4 weeks until this baby girl is here. I'm nervous and completely terrified....but I've made it to 33+ weeks already and that's incredible with my history of preterm labor.
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The nice weather is lifting my spirits too! We have a backyard full of roses and I can't help but wonder if they are extra beautiful simply for Nathaniel (his urn is a base). Either way I'm really appreciating them this year. We also have a lily that bloomed for the first time this year; I put some in his base and the whole house smells wonderful.
All the summer fruits are ripening- I love fruit!
---warning, DD & rainbow pregnancy mentioned---
As always my DD makes me happy and thankful every day. She is such a good kid and she's this amazing little person. Also, today I am of & I love my baby. One day at a time...
#1 - a card I got in the mail from Foxxy!!! It was so sweet!
Also, JRobb, I see something extra has been added to your siggy, so congrats!!
Other than that, I have actually been really down. I have been ugly crying for two days now and usually it makes me feel better, but I still feel crappy.
As always though, my precocious little 2 year old makes me smile.
Ahh thank you! I am thrilled and terrified! I'm sorry you feel down sometimes those ugly cries make you feel better. Let it all out! Hugs!
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Re: Angel Mamas, what's making you smile these days?
1. A week from today we'll be headed to Faith's Lodge and I'm really excited!
2. Over the weekend I shared with a friend my hurt feelings about the lack of reaching out on behalf of some of our other friends, and she put in a code red with the group. I've received several emails and texts today and I needed it since my EDD was yesterday. I wasn't mad at anyone because I know they just don't know how to handle it and want to give us privacy, but I'm happy my friend let them know it was okay to contact us and they did.
*TTCAL related*
3. I have been temping off and on but I had a high temp this morning so I'm hoping I ovulated at some point and AF will come soon. It has been 9 weeks and I'd love for my body to do something it is supposed to!
TTC is making me smile a bit. The thought of being pregnant again and holding my baby brings excitement into my life (but at the same time dread and fear - understandably so)
Wedding planning. We recently got engaged and we are focusing a lot of time and attention on our wedding for next year. Our reception venue of choice is going to set up a special table for our Gabriel memorial candle. They want to decorate it up nice and put his picture next to it. It means a lot to have him be as much a part of our wedding as our daughter will be.
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08

BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
Most people only dream of angels. I held one in my arms.
WEBSITE:?Olivia Marie? BLOG:?Missing Our Angel Olivia?
All AL Welcome
The nice weather with the sun shine I would say has a great affect on my mood.
TTC Mentioned!!!
Also we are leaving for vacation in a little over a month so I am looking forward to it bc when get back its game on!!
BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12


BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds
Unexplained IF
BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
Beta 3:1248
****Hoping for a rainbow baby!!!****
Hi ladies,
I know I have been absent A LOT lately but I have been reading your posts.
Today I am smiling for a few reasons. One, the school year is winding down!!! I'm excited to not have to pack lunches or wear teacher clothes. I am looking forward to sleeping in (at least until grad class starts). Only 4 more days of work until summer
#1 - a card I got in the mail from Foxxy!!! It was so sweet!
Also, JRobb, I see something extra has been added to your siggy, so congrats!!
Other than that, I have actually been really down. I have been ugly crying for two days now and usually it makes me feel better, but I still feel crappy.
As always though, my precocious little 2 year old makes me smile.
***Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Roxyttandme!! It's a GIRL!! Charlotte arrived on 9/29!!!!***
PGaL/PAL Always Welcome!!
1. My flowers/trees that bloom just outside my front door.
2. My husband. He can make me smile like no one else.
3. I got a 4.1 out of 5 on my review at work today. That's better than I expected! I do a good job and take it seriously (from my perspective) but my boss can be knit-picky which always makes me nervous.
****warning....rainbow baby related****
4. I have less than 4 weeks until this baby girl is here. I'm nervous and completely terrified....but I've made it to 33+ weeks already and that's incredible with my history of preterm labor.
The nice weather is lifting my spirits too! We have a backyard full of roses and I can't help but wonder if they are extra beautiful simply for Nathaniel (his urn is a base). Either way I'm really appreciating them this year. We also have a lily that bloomed for the first time this year; I put some in his base and the whole house smells wonderful.
All the summer fruits are ripening- I love fruit!
---warning, DD & rainbow pregnancy mentioned---
As always my DD makes me happy and thankful every day. She is such a good kid and she's this amazing little person. Also, today I am of & I love my baby. One day at a time...
**warning**
Ahh thank you! I am thrilled and terrified! I'm sorry you feel down
sometimes those ugly cries make you feel better. Let it all out! Hugs!
Warm weather!
Going to Florida in a month... much needed vacation !!