So...I've been trying to not get be frustrated about this whole situation but yesterday afternon & today have been very frustrating...
The day we found out we had had an incomplete miscarriage, we found out that one of our friends sisters was pregnant and due in December (same as us). Yesterday afternoon our friend changed her BBM pic to the ultrasound of her new neice or nephew. I greeted this with a comment that I was super happy for her sister and asked how far along she was...I shouldnt have. We would have been due one week apart... So I tell my lovely DH and he says, we cant get sad or emotional everytime we find out someone is pregnant...I had to remind myself that I love him and he is looking out for me before I snapped.
Today, I asked my Dr if I could get a second blood draw just to confirm my levels were going down - date of hospital visit 1300, last tuesday 33. He refused saying that I would be fine and it was not necessary. Necessary to who! It's darn well necessary to me & my mind!! Anyways...hes been great otherwise but that really bothered me.
Also today, im chatting with my best friend and she tells me that a girl we went to College with is having her second. I am totally excited for her because they have a 4 year old and have been trying for a second since they had him...then the blow...she's due in December. Ugh. Again, DH doesnt understand why it bothers me...but instead of saying anything he just smiled at me, so that was good.
I have a job interview in the morning and am trying to focus on that instead of any of this but its not working.
Sorry for the rant...I just feel like nothing is going right. Fingers crossed for a better tomorrow
Oct 21/13. Beta 360 @ 16 dpo
Oct 23/13. Beta 749 @ 18 dpo
Nov 24/13. Saw HB (141bpm) & baby wiggle around via ultrasound @ 9w5d due date changed to June 23!!
Dec 6/13. Heard HB (122bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 11w3d
Jan 9/14. Heard HB (124bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 16w3d irregular beat
Jan 29/14. DH felt kicks for first time @ 19w3d
Feb 2/14. Saw baby via ultrasound (quick scan in ER) @ 19w6d
Feb 6/14. Heard HB (126-134bpm) via Doppler @ 20w3d normal beat
Feb 15/14. AS - baby looked great (measured 1w small) and would NOT let us see sex! @ 21w5d
Feb 20/14 3D US - its a GIRL!!!!! @ 22w3d
Feb 27/14. Repeat AS for more pics, HB 124bpm @ 23w3d
Mar 6/14. Heard HB (130bpm) via Doppler @ 24w3d