Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
lvnbraves
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Emergency ileostomy 11/28/10, CF dx on 12/3/10 and ileostomy takedown 1/24/11, feeding tube placed 7/1/11...still going strong!
Little one lost 5w5d, 5/27/2012.
CP 8/26/2012
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lvnbraves
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Not one i wanted to make, but I'm joining the club. We lost our little one on Sunday at 5w5d.
I'm still not sure what to feel, just know what I'm sick of hearing - at least you have one. Yes, I love our LO with all my heart and if it's possible, I love him even more now, but that doesn't take away the loss of this one. I understand the sentiment, but I'm not ready to hear it.
As all of you know, this sucks.
Emergency ileostomy 11/28/10, CF dx on 12/3/10 and ileostomy takedown 1/24/11, feeding tube placed 7/1/11...still going strong!
Little one lost 5w5d, 5/27/2012.
CP 8/26/2012This discussion has been closed.
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No kids or 10 kids, a m/c is still a loss! And a huge one at that.
I'm so sorry for your loss too. We're all in the same boat here and I'm glad you at least found this board even if needing this board comes with the worst reason.
I found this board is the best place to vent and read other ladies stories. It'll help you feel very much less alone.
And for the sake of sounding less consoling and more real, yes it sucks! So freaking much.
[spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow
BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm glad you found your way here. This board has been of great support to me in the days after our m/c.
And a loss is a loss. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
(big hugs)
So sorry you are here
And definitely, I agree with PP--a loss is a loss. Period. Hope you can find comfort and support on this board.
((hugs))
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
***All AL always welcome***