Married My Love on 6/18/2006 BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11 BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
Started TTC June 2010 BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{ TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{ TTA for 7 months Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal TTC Again May 2014 Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015 Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
I wish there would have been a h*ll no option! I definitely would have picked that
PS: I'm eating chocolate covered pretzels while answering this!
TTC since April 2010
BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
~All AL always welcome~
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
I am sorry, Jen. That sucks, but I say wear what you want, and if someone doesn't like it, they can get over it. I wish life would give you less illness and a body you could feel a bit more comfortable in, though. ***weight gain dust to you***
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים TTC Since September 2011 BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
You are beautiful, jutting hip bones and all. I hope you find something to wear that you love, and embrace your beautiful body.
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
You are beautiful, jutting hip bones and all. I hope you find something to wear that you love, and embrace your beautiful body.
and you have a legitimate reason. Mine is laziness and not caring lol
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
You are beautiful, jutting hip bones and all. I hope you find something to wear that you love, and embrace your beautiful body.
and you have a legitimate reason. Mine is laziness and not caring lol
Thanks. Yes, I don't mean to be this skinny. And to me it's too skinny. Oh well. I looked good in Jamaica a year and half ago!
Started TTC June 2010 BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{ TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{ TTA for 7 months Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal TTC Again May 2014 Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015 Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
I have not been bikini ready for summer since I was three and could pull off a bikini and look cute in it! Otherwise I am embrace my chub in a one-piece.
And I also really don't care about what others think of my body..
I am jealous. I'm a size 6 with a mooshy middle. I know I'm far fitter than lots of people, but I'm still self-conscious enough that my summer uniform is board shorts with bikini top, tank top covering it. I wish I could lose 10-15 lbs or just get over the need to lose them. Either one would do.
I am quite a bit more then a size 6, and after years of yo-yo diets and hours in the gym I realized 3 things:
1. I am not meant to be a size 6. I have wide hips and a tiny waist, and I just don't look good when I am a size 6.
2. I am healthy. I exercise, I don't eat junk. My blood tests are always showing great results: Low bad cholesterol, normal range good cholesterol, low sugar, etc (with an exception of low iron because I don't eat enough of it).
3. DH likes the curves, and that's the only person's opinion I care about.
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים TTC Since September 2011 BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
I have one I wear when it's just DH. Right now I would probably blind him. I have some cute suits with a bit more coverage for when we have pool parties or guests.
TTC started Oct '10
Me: AMA w/RSD, atypical PCOS w/IR, LPD and High Prolactin. Controlled HP post-loss.
DH: Low-T and borderline morph
18 cycles, 3 medicated w/RE to get to a BFP!
EDD 9/7/12, Saw HB @7w3d,missed m/c 1/30 @8w3d, d&c 2/8
11 AL cycles, 9 medicated/IUI cycles. All BFFN!
Moving forward with IVF
BFP#2 our little cycle break surprise on AL cycle 12! EDD 10/27/13
Beta #1: 41 Beta #2: 398; perfect u/s 3/11 hb @133bpm
u/s 3/25 one perfect hb @183 bpm, adjusted EDD 10/23/13
MaterniT21 and carrier screens normal. It's a girl!!! Severe Pre-E, HFpEF, PE, AMA & IF= OAD
And I also really don't care about what others think of my body..
I am jealous. I'm a size 6 with a mooshy middle. I know I'm far fitter than lots of people, but I'm still self-conscious enough that my summer uniform is board shorts with bikini top, tank top covering it. I wish I could lose 10-15 lbs or just get over the need to lose them. Either one would do.
This is me, only replace mooshy middle with cellulite thighs.
Sometimes, I think other countries have a much healthier perspective about embracing different body types than we do in the US. Funny bunny, did you mention being from Israel at some point? Do you think you grew up with a healthier perspective about body image?
Yes, I grew up in Israel.
I would definitely say we had a healthier body image perspective, as middle-eastern women are known for curvy bodies. We also had a healthier approach to food (junk food was very scarce, and eating out was not common), and exercise (we walked more then we do here).
On a side note, if you were interested, Israel recently banned all models below a certain BMI, as a protest for malnutrition being a model for beauty.
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים TTC Since September 2011 BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
Sometimes, I think other countries have a much healthier perspective about embracing different body types than we do in the US. Funny bunny, did you mention being from Israel at some point? Do you think you grew up with a healthier perspective about body image?
Yes, I grew up in Israel.
I would definitely say we had a healthier body image perspective, as middle-eastern women are known for curvy bodies. We also had a healthier approach to food (junk food was very scarce, and eating out was not common), and exercise (we walked more then we do here).
On a side note, if you were interested, Israel recently banned all models below a certain BMI, as a protest for malnutrition being a model for beauty.
One of my best friends in the whole world is from Haifa. She has a wonderful view about her body, food, etc.
Sometimes, I think other countries have a much healthier perspective about embracing different body types than we do in the US. Funny bunny, did you mention being from Israel at some point? Do you think you grew up with a healthier perspective about body image?
Yes, I grew up in Israel.
I would definitely say we had a healthier body image perspective, as middle-eastern women are known for curvy bodies. We also had a healthier approach to food (junk food was very scarce, and eating out was not common), and exercise (we walked more then we do here).
On a side note, if you were interested, Israel recently banned all models below a certain BMI, as a protest for malnutrition being a model for beauty.
One of my best friends in the whole world is from Haifa. She has a wonderful view about her body, food, etc.
I lived in Motzkin which is a 15 minute drive north of Haifa
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים TTC Since September 2011 BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
I'm in the minority here but right now, I'm too skinny for a bikini. I am too skeletal and you can see every rib and my hips and it's just gross. But I'll probably still wear one on occasion. Or maybe I'll gain some weight by the summer? I can hope right?
Ignore this if it's too personal:: but why can't you gain weight? A thyroid issue?
Also, I bet a string bikini with a busy pattern would be very cute on you. Maybe some ruffles to add bulk?
Re: CPW - Are you bikini ready for summer?
Ditto
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
BFP 4/4/12 CP 4/10/12
9/20/2013 Came home with our little miracle from the Philippines
11/26/2013 Surprise!!! BFP!

BFP #2 - 10-11-2012 Beta 38, 10-15-2012 Beta 518!.
I wish there would have been a h*ll no option! I definitely would have picked that
PS: I'm eating chocolate covered pretzels while answering this!
TTC since April 2010

BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
~All AL always welcome~
I am sorry, Jen. That sucks, but I say wear what you want, and if someone doesn't like it, they can get over it. I wish life would give you less illness and a body you could feel a bit more comfortable in, though. ***weight gain dust to you***
I embrace my chub.
And I also really don't care about what others think of my body..
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
You are beautiful, jutting hip bones and all. I hope you find something to wear that you love, and embrace your beautiful body.
and you have a legitimate reason. Mine is laziness and not caring lol
Thanks. Yes, I don't mean to be this skinny. And to me it's too skinny. Oh well. I looked good in Jamaica a year and half ago!
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
Yup. I used to be 55 lbs heavier than I am now and I will never wear a bikini.
BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
I am quite a bit more then a size 6, and after years of yo-yo diets and hours in the gym I realized 3 things:
1. I am not meant to be a size 6. I have wide hips and a tiny waist, and I just don't look good when I am a size 6.
2. I am healthy. I exercise, I don't eat junk. My blood tests are always showing great results: Low bad cholesterol, normal range good cholesterol, low sugar, etc (with an exception of low iron because I don't eat enough of it).
3. DH likes the curves, and that's the only person's opinion I care about.
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
TTC started Oct '10
Me: AMA w/RSD, atypical PCOS w/IR, LPD and High Prolactin. Controlled HP post-loss.
DH: Low-T and borderline morph
18 cycles, 3 medicated w/RE to get to a BFP!
EDD 9/7/12, Saw HB @7w3d,missed m/c 1/30 @8w3d, d&c 2/8
11 AL cycles, 9 medicated/IUI cycles. All BFFN!
Moving forward with IVF
BFP#2 our little cycle break surprise on AL cycle 12! EDD 10/27/13
Beta #1: 41 Beta #2: 398; perfect u/s 3/11 hb @133bpm
u/s 3/25 one perfect hb @183 bpm, adjusted EDD 10/23/13
MaterniT21 and carrier screens normal. It's a girl!!!
Severe Pre-E, HFpEF, PE, AMA & IF= OAD
All IF/AL Welcome!
This is me, only replace mooshy middle with cellulite thighs.
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
Yep....me too!!!
Yes, I grew up in Israel.
I would definitely say we had a healthier body image perspective, as middle-eastern women are known for curvy bodies. We also had a healthier approach to food (junk food was very scarce, and eating out was not common), and exercise (we walked more then we do here).
On a side note, if you were interested, Israel recently banned all models below a certain BMI, as a protest for malnutrition being a model for beauty.
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
One of my best friends in the whole world is from Haifa. She has a wonderful view about her body, food, etc.
I lived in Motzkin which is a 15 minute drive north of Haifa
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
BFP #2: 1.30.12 - missed m/c found on 2.27.12 - D&C 3.1.12 @8w
Ignore this if it's too personal:: but why can't you gain weight? A thyroid issue?
Also, I bet a string bikini with a busy pattern would be very cute on you. Maybe some ruffles to add bulk?
BFP #2: 1.30.12 - missed m/c found on 2.27.12 - D&C 3.1.12 @8w