TTC after 35

Oh holy hades!

I did not sleep last night at all. Went to sleep around midnight and woke up at 3am and couldn't go back to sleep. So I read. A book that turned very sad. So I cried for 2 hours, trying to get past the sad bits.

At 7:15 am, I got out of bed with a raging headache. Took a shower, tried to get ready to go to a bike swap 45 minutes away. Ate some toast, took my slew of vitamins and 2 Excedrin (champion vanquisher of most of my headaches)-- but thankfully NOT my Clomid. Because about 20 minutes later, I was standing over the sink expelling my breakfast (somewhere in there) and what appeared to be my dessert from last night. For the record, the cake did NOT taste as good the 2nd time around.

I just woke up from my nap, after having made it down to the bike swap and come straight back.

Seriously, this has been just a miserable day. I cannot believe that I threw up so violently-- and I'm not ill, and I'm not pregnant. Which of COURSE, everyone starts asking if I am. Seriously?!? If they took a second to think about it, they wouldn't ask a woman who charts every little detail if she might be pregnant. 

But then my friend's husband tells me that his wife got her period despite being pregnant with their first daughter. She got sick one day a couple days after her period ended and to shut up her friends, she took the HPT and just about hit the decks in shock.

So.... do I take a sip from my cup of crazy and test? We shall see....

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                           Me:39  MH:39 
DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

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Re: Oh holy hades!

  • I hope that's it!  Or at least that you feel better....:)
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  • What a horrible day!  I can't BELIEVE you pulled it together and got to the bike swap after that morning!  You get major extra credit for that.  
    Me: 37 DH: 37 TTC since Jan 2012. RE consult and initial testing done in Aug 2012: SA fine, AMH 1.1 & HSG clear - on way to IUI but got BFP on 9/10/2012. m/c 10/3/2012 at 6w5d. BFP next cycle which was a c/p. IUI #1: Clomid 100mg 12/6= BFN. IUI#2 (unmedicated) Jan 2013 = BFN. Hysteroscopy 1/25/13. IUI#3 Clomid 100mg 2/23 = BFN IUI# 4: BFN. IVF #1 April 2013, BFP!  EDD 1/12/14 with Boy!
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  • Thanks! I'm just glad I found a bike-- it would have bit bahogeys to have gotten there and not found anything.

    Because of my fibro and my arthritis, I can no longer run or even do aerobics (no pain or treatment meds because I'm TTC). I need to get healthy and back down to my fighting weight, though, so I'm going to bike to work and also around town as much as I can. We have some decent trails out by the lake, which isn't too far to bike.

    The things we do to TTC!

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    "You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was." 
            -- Abraham Lincoln
     

                               Me:39  MH:39 
    DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
    TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

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  • Oh yuck.  What a horrible day!  Hopefully all that yuckiness is done with and you enjoyed the rest of your Sunday!

    Maybe you should POAS.  Clomid and pregnancy don't mix.  (No panicking!  Just put your mind at ease.) 

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  • sounds like a horrible day!  

     I like your thoughts about getting back to fighting shape.  I am in the same zone.  got to be fit and full of energy when the time comes.  Good for you for making it to the bike swap.  

    I confess I don't know anything about clomid.  But if you need to take it for next cycle but not if you are preggers then poas!  Why not? Just like 10-4LB said... Just to put your mind at ease  

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