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Just not feeling very positive today :(

After taking a few days off to hang out with my SIL (also my BFF), i'm back at work today.  Just THRILLED to be here! I actually came back feeling a little refreshed, but I'm feeling like i'm already over it (3hrs into my work day).

On top of it, i started my heavy spotting on Sunday and still no AF.  I'm so over this and ready to just start CD1 so i can call RE and get started on my initial testing/HSG that we are doing this cycle.  I was kind of hoping that cycle would start while my SIL is still in town so she could be here while I'm going thru all of this, but since my cycle lenghts are so all over the place (24-36 days long), looks like that won't be happening.

Oh, and did i mention that a girl in our office (small, only 20 people) went into labor this morning.  So that is all the talk around the office today.  Normally i would handle this okay; other people's pregnancy normally doesn't bother me, but the talk of this today is just rubbing me the wrong way.

I need something to try to get me over feeling crabby, because at this rate if someone says the wrong thing to me, I'm going to rip their face off!  What do you guys do when you are in a bad mood? 

 

~Jen
4/12: HSG All Clear
5-1-12: DX of PCOS
5-4-12: DH S/A all normal.
5-16-12: Offically start IUI#1-->Clomid(50mg) + Trigger + IUI + progesterone supplements=BFN
IUI #2-same treatment-->BFN
July IUI#3-same treatment--->BFN
Aug 22, 2012-Laparoscopy Found/Removed extensive endometreosis.
September 2012-IUI #4-Same treatment as before. BFN
October 2012-forced break/Surgery to remove abnormal cells in left breast.
November 2012-First Injects Cycle (IUI #5)! 225IU Follistim CD 3-5, then monitoring appointment. 20+ follier & e2 >2000-Mild OHSS
December 2012-#2 Injects + IUI#6): Beta 1/18/13-BFN!
Jan 2013-Starting IVF!!! BC starts Jan 17/Lupron on Feb 13/Stims on Feb 18/ER on March 1 IVF Protocol: Lupron 10 units in am until stimms. Then 5 units of Lurpon in am, 150iu of Follistim and 1 unit of Menopur in pm. Holding dosage throughtout since response has been great. Thought we would be freeze all due to OHSS, but ended up getting more follicles then expected! 14 total!!! 12 mature and 11 fertilized. Dr calls for a 5 day transfer!! :) Will freeze remaining.
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With Love & Strength, Hope Grows!
WHEN, not IF!!!

Re: Just not feeling very positive today :(

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    sorry you are having a grumpy day!

    I went through a wonky longer than normal cycle last month myself - and was waiting on AF to start so I could do my CD3 bloodwork and finish up my testing.... so I know how you feel with that. I actually had to test twice b/c my cycle is normally THAT regular.... Those BFN's added insult to injury!

    Sadly when I'm cranky like that at work - I find it really hard to snap out of it. Although sometimes a good lunch will help! Especially if it's a nice day!

    Hope the day is getting better!


    "I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
    TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
    IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
    ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
    12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th

    Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!

    Molly Mildred born 03/31/13


    TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast

    Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"

    Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN

    Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle

    Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized 

    1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!

    Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015

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    Funny you should mention a "good lunch"....DH & I went for McD's and he treated me to an apple pie!  Hasn't helped much, so i think its just going to be an evening in sweats, possibly a glass of wine and calling it an early night!
    ~Jen
    4/12: HSG All Clear
    5-1-12: DX of PCOS
    5-4-12: DH S/A all normal.
    5-16-12: Offically start IUI#1-->Clomid(50mg) + Trigger + IUI + progesterone supplements=BFN
    IUI #2-same treatment-->BFN
    July IUI#3-same treatment--->BFN
    Aug 22, 2012-Laparoscopy Found/Removed extensive endometreosis.
    September 2012-IUI #4-Same treatment as before. BFN
    October 2012-forced break/Surgery to remove abnormal cells in left breast.
    November 2012-First Injects Cycle (IUI #5)! 225IU Follistim CD 3-5, then monitoring appointment. 20+ follier & e2 >2000-Mild OHSS
    December 2012-#2 Injects + IUI#6): Beta 1/18/13-BFN!
    Jan 2013-Starting IVF!!! BC starts Jan 17/Lupron on Feb 13/Stims on Feb 18/ER on March 1 IVF Protocol: Lupron 10 units in am until stimms. Then 5 units of Lurpon in am, 150iu of Follistim and 1 unit of Menopur in pm. Holding dosage throughtout since response has been great. Thought we would be freeze all due to OHSS, but ended up getting more follicles then expected! 14 total!!! 12 mature and 11 fertilized. Dr calls for a 5 day transfer!! :) Will freeze remaining.
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    With Love & Strength, Hope Grows!
    WHEN, not IF!!!
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