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Actingdiva09

This happened to me last night and it really helped get me just a bit closer to closure. I know I'll never know why it happened, but I know he's safe. I wrote this last night so I'd never forget what I saw:

 

 Tonight I had a vision of my sweet baby that was taken to heaven when I was 5 weeks and 6 days pregnant. I saw a place that was all white, with the feet of some people standing around in the background, but my attention was focused on the little blonde toddler that did a little waddle-run over towards me, before he stopped, looked at me, and waved to me with his chubby little left hand. I now know that he is safe up in heaven and patiently waiting for me to come and join him. Until then, I will stay here, and have his future little brothers and sisters, and live to watch them grow up. All the while, he will be safely running around in heaven until I come to join him. My sweet little Gabriel...

CCline09

This is beautiful. You now know that your little baby was a boy--how precious.

I firmly believe in 'visions' like this. My best friends mom miscarried twice. With one of her miscarriages she had a vision 3 and 7 years afterward--both showing a beautiful girl around the ages of 3 and 7.

 

I am praying that God will give me a vision as well. I just want to see with my eyes that my baby is okay and if its a boy or a girl. It would help with closure. 

SweetPea1002

My Vision was the night before the U/S I found out that I lost the baby. I had a dream that I was at screening for 1st Trimester, which I was doing the following week, and there was clearly something wrong with the baby and I needed to make a decision on what to do with the pregnancy. In my dream I was unable to make a decision. When I woke up I told my DH about my dream. That day we went for our 11 week U/S and the baby was still measuring as expected 11 weeks 2 days, but there was no heartbeat. The doctor said the heart must of stopped within 24 hours. My dream told me why it stopped, the decision was made for me. The next night I had a dream, that my DH and I had twin girls. Since then I've I had no dreams about babies or anything.

 

janastep73

Wow, these posts are beautiful.  A few nights before I found out I was pregnant, I had a dream that my mom was holding a baby.  My mom passed away from cancer about a year and a half ago.  In the dream, she said, "can you handle this?" (which is something that would sound like my mom to ask).  I have a DS and I assumed at the time that she meant could I handle having two kids.  Now I know what she meant--could I handle losing the one she was holding, and I know that my LO is with my mother. 

I would love to have a dream that told me if I was going to have a boy or girl.