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Sad and lonely today...1st EDD

Hi gals just need to vent. I've been feeling very alone and sad and just plain aggitated today. I had kind of forgotten that today would have been my 1st EDD but I guess part of me did not forget it.

I just want to lay around and cry. I feel like I have no one in RL to talk to or cry with and DH is just so clueless. I don't think he even knows what today is.

To top it all off I got absolutely no sleep today (I work overnights). I got a very distressing letter from one of my jobs today, DH is working tonight and I'm pretty much alone. And I have absolutely no Halloween plans. Plus the m/s is just kicking my ass.

I know things could be so much worse but I just feel so defeated right now. I can't even run to food for comfort now because I will just puke it up.

Off to hide in a corner somewhere. Sorry to dump on you. Thanks for listening.

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Re: Sad and lonely today...1st EDD

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    hugs to you.  EDD's are hard, but i found that once i got through it, i felt better.

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    I'm sorry you are having a rough night :-(
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    I am so sorry you are having a rough day! I hope tomorrow gets better. ((hugs)). 
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    You are SO not alone!!! You have that baby inside you to keep you company. I know it still sucks, and we're always here to dump on. (((HUGS)))
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    Today would have been my 2nd EDD so I know how you're feeling. ?(((big hugs)))
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    Thanks ladies. I just want to stop crying and feel normal again. Its just been a hard year and sometimes it just gets to me. I realized the other day that with the exception of the month of the m/c and the month after I have been pregnant for all of 2008 and don't have a baby to hold. Just a year worth of raging hormones. I know its not nearly as bad as others have it but it still just sucks.
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    (((HUGS)))  I've been feeling the same way a lot lately.  Very depressed and lonely a lot of the time.  My EDD is in about a month.  I feel like people around me IRL don't really understand why I am sad about this. They all tell me to be happy for the babies that I have growing inside of me right now.  I am happy to have these babies, but my heart still hurts for my first baby.  Hang in there.  Vent to us anytime, that's what we are here for.
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