I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I still think about you. I hope you are doing well.
I am doing well. I still have sad days, but overall I am doing well and getting on with my life. I try not to spend too much time on this board, because I don't think it is mentally good for me, but I still lurk a lot. I miss my friends here and want to know what is going on with everyone. So, I end up lurking quite a bit.
How are you doing? Jack is so cute!!! It sounds like you are going to try DE next. Is that your plan?
We did an IVF cycle last month and it was a total bust. I only made 2 eggs on my left ovary and nothing on my right. My time for producing eggs is at an end. I was actually much sadder than I thought I would be over the failed cycle. I think I must having been mourning my eggs and any last hope of another bio child. But I truly have closure now on that part of the journey. I did try to focus my energy on Jack, but in some ways, he was a reminder of what I won't have again.
So we will be moving on to DE. I know I will love that child as much as I love Jack. I do worry about explaining it to them one day. But I figure there is nothing conventional about how our family was made, so it is just part our story.
We are taking a few months off to take a couple of vacations. I am also trying to get rid of the last of my baby weight and IVF weight gain. I am glad that the time pressure if off with DE.
Well, enough about me. I really just wanted to let you know that I think about you and that I hope you are doing well.