First time I've felt like crying.

hayweex

So far I haven't cried or been overly emotional during my pregnancy.
But tonight I am losing it for some reason.
A lady and her kids visited my apartment and we talked because she was going to hire me as her babysitter. I had the apartment super clean and I looked nice (facial piercings out, nice clothes).
I feel like I worked really hard.
She was awkward and sort of rude..she only stay for about ten minutes.
Then she texted me in a rude way saying she wasn't interested.

It made me feel horrible! I just want to cry..
I feel like I'm going to be a bad mom or something is wrong with me.
I know this is stupid and I probably deserve it..
It just makes me think too much. ):

mAnYaSha

Sounds like you are better off that she is gone. She would probably be an unreasonable hard @$$. She could have found a nice way to telling you no at the very least.

Being a good mom is up to you. You will probably doubt yourself about this and that and then one day he or she will say "I love you mommy" and you will know you did a great job

hayweex

Thanks for that, it made me feel a lot better. I hope she was just picky and that it was nothing against me.
(:

sparkplug06

Sounds like you are better off for sure, and it sounds like you will be great mom. You cared enough to look your best and clean up so I am sure you will do fine! 

AbsolutelyAyrianna

She was just a persnickety ***. AF prolly ruined her favorite pair of tightwad panties lol. I'm sure you'll give your baby all you got as a mother. Don't let her bad mood ruin a single day of your pregnancy.

Have a good one!