I lost my beloved father in law this week. The next day AF arrived which means my IUI with injectables was a bust. I'm convinced they triggered me too early.
Yesterday I came home and found out the seemingly routine blood test my insurance co requires before moving on to ART is going to cost me 600 dollars.
Crappy, crappy week. I took this month off from treatment because I am physically and mentally exhausted, but every second I feel like "should I be doing something else?" I hope to be that lucky person that gets the surprise BFP while waiting to move on. If this month doesn't net me a BFP, it's on to IVF, which I am terrified of.
I may need to also get off this site soon. I just keep reading so many sad stories like mine it's making me feel hopeless. If anyone has good news/a good story about a 40+ gal with a happy ending, I could use it.