Last nite, I had a dream I was super preggers (worst superhero name ever). It was the most vivid dream I remember having in such a long time. It was surreal really. I was towards the end (or so I assume, I had a pretty big bump), my feet were swollen, my back hurt, and I was super hormonal.
Then I woke up, and I was sad. That took me by surprise.
Husband and I have been talking, and even though we have been trying to be very chill on the subject, I find myself thinking more and more on what would happen if this did not happen. I am trying to leave it in the hands of the universe (in that whatever happens, will happen for a reason), but I am finding increasing frustration on the subject. I am trying not to let it get to me and all I can think of is that Biology is a ***.
What are somethings that you guys do to try to take your mind off of this and relax? I am thinking of taking up Crossfit...or kickboxing.