I knew that we were being presented to a birth mom and few weeks ago, and in my heart, I "just knew" it was not our baby and I was ok with that..... that is, until I embarked on my weekly stalking of the facilitator's website and saw another family was matched. I am happy for that family (they too have no children and live near us), but sad for us. Now the unavoidable questions are running through my head and I cannot stop thinking/wondering what made the BM choose that couple.
I know that this too shall pass.... one day. I just needed to get that off of my chest. Thanks for listening! Maybe now I can get back to work without being as distracted,