Pregnant after a Loss

It's a PGAL kinda day

Blah. For absolutely no reason I'm freaking out today that something is going to go wrong. I hate that I can't just enjoy this. Loss steals so much.
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Re: It's a PGAL kinda day

  • I'm there today too....PgAL is hard.

    Big, big ((hugs)) to you lady!!!!!  

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  • ((hugs)) I hear ya! Pgal is HARD. 
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  • I know what you mean.  It hits you out of the blue sometimes.

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  • Just keep breathing, just keep breathing....

    Many a day do I get angry that I can't "enjoy" pregnancy like someone who hasn't had a loss.   

     

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    BFP #1 2-1-11 Missed Miscarriage 3-14-11(9 wks)-D&C
    BFP #2 9-17-11 EDD 5-29-12
    Edward James born 3-14-12 weighing 1lb11oz at 29w1d via c section due to low fluid and growth restriction from crappy placenta.
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  • ((big hugs)) pgal is so tough. I'm sorry your having a bad day Mel and I hope it gets better! :) 

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    BFP#2~12/15/11~EDD 8/25/12, Hannah born 8/22/12~ 7lbs 10oz & 21 in. long. :)

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  • I agree, Mel. I'm having a tough week, too.  I have made it past 11 weeks, 6 days though (the day I m /c last time), so that's been a real plus.  Maybe if you feel like something's really not right you should give a call to your OB's office.  They're there to help.
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  • I totally understand.  It would be amazing to be so blissfully and naively happy about the pregnancy all the time.  At the same time I feel like the loss taught me so much and now I have so much more compassion for those who have been there.  I now know what NOT to say as well. 
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  • Thanks, ladies--it's nice to know that I'm not alone in all of this!!
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  • ((huge hugs!!))  I've had many days like that and they are no fun.
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  • ((hugs)) Hoping your day gets better and your anxiety goes down. Days like that are so hard.
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  • you are so right...loss does steal so much, we will never have relaxed, enjoyable pregnancies again.
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  • I know what you mean.  Deep breaths, try to keep yourself busy. 
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  • Hugs!!  Hang in there!  Here's hoping tomorrow is easier!
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  • I know what you mean.  Somedays, I am 100% sure that I will be brining my LO home in September and other days and I 100% that this will not work out.  I'm trying to hold onto feeling positive.  It makes time go by easier.  Also, reaching out to this board is really making things a little easier for me.  While I hate the fact that other women are going through this, it is nice to know that I am not alone.  Good luck to you! 
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  • ((HUGS)) 

    I still have those days way to often.  I know way to much that I wish I didn't but with every passing day I thank God that I am still pregnant.

    I hope it gets better for you!

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  • I'm sorry. Those days just suck. ((hugs))
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  • I know the feeling.  I am having it every day.  It is so hard to feel calm and happy when all the worries and doubts creep in.  ((((hugs))))
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