That pretty much sums up how I'm feeling today. I went to visit Annabelle and got to sit with her for a bit. It was so nice to be there, but I just felt so empty not having her in my arms instead. Not sure if anyone on here watched "Rabbit Hole" (the movie with Nicole Kidman where it chronicles the lives of her and her husband after losing the 4 year old in a car accident), but I just keep thinking that hopefully somewhere out there- there is a happy version of me who has Annabelle and is loving every minute...
Re: Ugh...
*hugs*
Btw, I love the name Annabelle. Before I found out Ethan's gender, I was contemplating naming our child Annabelle.
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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Our baby boy,Logan, was born still at 19w3d on 7/1/2011
Our 2nd baby boy, Mason, was born still at 20w3d on 1/31/2012
After a much needed sanity break... we are praying for our rainbows
((BFP 7/29/13)) ((EDD 4/12/14)) It's BOY/GIRL twins!!!