Today would have been my Kevin's first birthday (EDD wise). I was a mess last year on this date. I hurt so bad and had no hope for a take home baby then. I lit a candle for him/her and I will light one today for him. I'm sad that we never met.
Coincidently it is Liam's 1 month today. Wow, did that time fly! He is so wonderful and I love him so much. Part of me feels bad mourning Kevin b/c had I had that baby I wouldn't have Liam. And I can't imagine my life without Liam now. He is the most wonderful thing I've ever done.
So today is sad and happy. Look out for my already frazzled hormones.