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Angel Baby Bday

karma79karma79 member
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Today would have been my Kevin's first birthday (EDD wise). I was a mess last year on this date. I hurt so bad and had no hope for a take home baby then. I lit a candle for him/her and I will light one today for him. I'm sad that we never met.

Coincidently it is Liam's 1 month today. Wow, did that time fly! He is so wonderful and I love him so much. Part of me feels bad mourning Kevin b/c had I had that baby I wouldn't have Liam. And I can't imagine my life without Liam now. He is the most wonderful thing I've ever done.

So today is sad and happy. Look out for my already frazzled hormones. Embarrassed 

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  • KCKSarahKCKSarah member
    ((big, big hugs))  Its OK to be both happy and sad, it doesn't mean you love either of them any less.
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  • smallfry5909smallfry5909 member
    (((HUGS)))
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  • EricaK28EricaK28 member

    Big hugs

     

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  • martinimommamartinimomma member
    ((Hugs))  Totally normal to feel conflicted. 

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  • priya&peterpriya&peter member

    imageKCKSarah:
    ((big, big hugs))  Its OK to be both happy and sad, it doesn't mean you love either of them any less.

    yes, this exactly.  hugs!

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  • karma79karma79 member
    Thank you ladies! 
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  • Eris-AlexisEris-Alexis
    ((Big HUGS)) to you today.  I can imagine how hard today is going to be and I think the mixed emotions are totally normal.  I'll be thinking of you today.
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    BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
    BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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  • itsmeginitsmegin
    (((HUGS))) It seems there are a lot of us with January angels. I hope they are all having a big first birthday party together.
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  • karma79karma79 member

    imageitsmegin:
    (((HUGS))) It seems there are a lot of us with January angels. I hope they are all having a big first birthday party together.

    Me too!  

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  • TeacherVickyTeacherVicky member
    ((hugs))
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