So it was finally time to take my pregnancy test, and it was negative
Guess that means another round of clomid and hoping in my future. Since it's negative I am taking advantage of it and drinking tonight. Figured I'd post now before I become a blathering, drunken idiot crying in my wine lol
Hope everyone is having a good day! *hugs*
Re: Took my preg. test today :(
Don't give up til AF comes!
Hugs to you.
Beat stage 4 Hodgkins Lymphoma May 2011, YEAH!!!
BFP 3/30/12, with fingers and toes all crossed.
AMA (37) + GD = HR, grr.
EDD 12.12.12
TTC #2 since July 2010
March 2012 IVF (MDL Protocol) Started stims 3/3; ER 3/11 (9R, 8M, 7F) ET 3/16 (5dt of 2 blasts graded 3AB and 3BA, 3 frosties(!!) Beta 3/26 = 386; Beta 3/28 = 827; u/s 4/11 says TWINS! Boy/Girl Twins delivered at 36 weeks 6 days
Thanks ladies
I love this board! It's so nice to have somewhere to vent and share my frustrations without hearing all the dumb crap that I get if I share this stuff elsewhere. Just look at my other post where I vented and you'll see what I mean lol
AF will be here in a day or two. I know the way my body starts to react and that's why I took the test today, well yesterday morning, when I got up.
I'm not giving up hope. My dad taught me to never give up on my dreams and fight for what I want so I'm holding on to that like a life preserver!
The cycle should begin again on Thurs, which means I'll be taking my next round of starting Saturday. The wine wasn't really working so I moved onto whiskey, and amazingly I'm in a great mood!! Maybe it's because I kept myself busy all day doing stuff for my blog. Got my new fb page going for it, got a lot of posts made, did a bunch of research for new articles to write. I think John was expecting me to break down in tears when I saw the result, and while I wanted to I resisted. Now I'm passed that point and ready to start again.
Ok, now I'm rambling lol Thanks again everyone! Luv you all and will remember you when I do my next baby praying ritual. I'm wiccan, so I do a lot of rituals with my prayers.
*hugs*
Sorry to hear ... i know how dissapointing it is mth after mth of hoping and wishing
))) But will keep my fingers crossed that next mth i your mth!
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Sorry for the BFN and that you had to move from wine to whiskey.