Sorry I've been so negative lately...

marriedgirl05

This is really not me.  I am normally such a positive and upbeat person.  I don't know why I'm so focused on all the possible problems with this pregnancy.  Yesterday's u/s showed a good heartbeat, and I know I should focus on that. 

I was reading Davez post from last night, and I really think a lot of my problem is that I don't feel like I deserve this.  I had a wonderful pregnancy with Evan and he is such a good baby.  To get pregnant on my own (which surely I don't deserve!) and to have 2 healthy, beautiful babies just seems like too much!  And too, I feel like if I get too attached to this baby, all will fall apart.

But this is not me, and it will stop now.  I am pregnant today and I will enjoy it.

pamela-matt

Everyone is entitled to good days and bad days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ?Hang in there

wvagirl

honestly, i would be scared too.  i think you're totally justified in owning that feeling. hang in there mama. hopefully things will keep getting better with this pregnancy and you'll soon be able to relax and enjoy.

MayDayGirl

ditto pamela and matt! I'm sorry you're feeling so UNentitled to be pregnant but you ARE pg and you DO deserve it!!

LilSurferGirl

I think everyone here can understand how you're feeling.  We're all scared enough the first time around and I can certainly see how a second unexpected gift would seem like tempting the fates.  But you DO deserve both of these healthy, beautiful babies and you DO deserve to enjoy this pregnancy!!