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would have had my little girl this week

karebear57karebear57 member
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I miss her so much! I'd be having her this wk. I can't believe how fast time goes by. It feels like just yesterday i had to say good bye to her, but then it also feels like it's been so much longer than 3 months. Idk,it just feels weird. I'd be holding her, cuddling her instead of holding her urn, cuddling a doll i bought for her and her blanket. It sucks, everyone around me is having girls. I got an email at work last wk announcing the first baby born at our hospital for the new yr and it was to a mom who has 3 boys and got her girl. It felt like they were gloating, kept saying how she finally got her little princess and this was their 4th and final child. That was supposed to be me! I felt like jumping through the computer and smacking her! And i know its not her fault. I even started staring at older little girls and think about all that i'll be missing out on with mine. I MISS HER!! Broken Heart
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  • dandywarholdandywarhol member
    {{hugs}} 
    BFP #1 - Missed M/C, D&C 3.21.11

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  • HeatherhahHeatherhah member

    I could have write most of this post as well. I know exactly how you feel sometimes I feel like it was a horrible nightmare  and it didn't happen to us but then I look at my pictures of her and it is very real then. I AM SO SORRY!! You are not alone huge hugs!!!

    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
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    huge *hugs*

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  • Petunia844Petunia844 member
    ((huge hugs)) You aren't alone, I feel the same way when I look at little boys.
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  • foxxy1foxxy1 member
    *hugs* Just *hugs*. I know how it feels.
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  • Dori722Dori722
    I am so sorry. We all understand. My friend who lost her daughter at 20 weeks a few years ago says that you never forget the pain but you don't always FEEL the pain. I'd like to believe that's true. We lost our boy/girl twins a little over a week ago and I just started leaving the apt. again and it's SO hard to see babies, pregnant women, etc. I saw a set of boy/girl twins on Monday and it stung so bad - that was supposed to be my future. I'm sorry for your loss - know that you aren't alone and the way you feel is perfectly normal. HUGS.
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  • starrkitten89starrkitten89
    Big (((hugs)))

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    ((Hugs))
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