Strangely sad

schoolsoutbride

I got my first pp AF last month and now I'm like 4 days late (based on the regularity of my cycles like 4 years ago before I was on any fertility meds).

There is ZERO chance that I'm pregnant (one remaining tube was tied, plus hello, INFERTILE!) 

I started thinking about what it would be like if I was pregnant, and I was strangely a little sad that I'm not.  I don't want more kids.  I don't want to have a newborn again.  I'm kind of sad that I'll never have a daughter, though, I think, even though I think I was made to have sons (hello fart jokes!) 

I'd probably think about a 3rd if we hadn't had the BOGO deal last time and spent a fortune and several years getting PG. 

armywife76

I can imagine feeling that way after this one. Just wanted to offer ((hugs))

krissyh21

For about 6 months PP, my cycles were the longest they had ever been. I contemplated buying pee sticks more than once and each time she showed I was totally bummed and deflated - even months when sex was not even in the mix! IF sucks - everything about it! I am so thankful my periods are back to their normal length again so I can stop wondering!

nikinikinine

I think this is only natural. Even when we're not TTC seeing my period makes me want to cry. I am actually looking forward to menopause

schoolsoutbride

Totally looking forward to menopause, lol!

Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure we didn't have sex anywhere NEAR when I O'd last month either.  Strike 3