I saw my psychiatrist on Monday. I liked him. He made me feel comfortable. He didn't make me feel like I was being judged as I described to him my whole sordid year.
He doesn't seem to think I show any bipolar tendencies. His initial diagnosis was that I've been on Zoloft for 5 years, it seems to have run it's course. He also thinks that the things that have happened to me over the last two years could cause anyone to have a nervous breakdown. And he did tell me that I did the right thing by seeking help for it.
He changed me over to Lexapro, and gave me a script for Ativan for when I go into panic mode. I haven't had to take it until tonight, the whole dad stress kind of pushed me a bit.
BUT, this time tomorrow I will be floating the Atlantic. M and I are going on a 5 day cruise, just the two of us. I think it is most definitely needed. I am verreh excited.
Re: Another update, this time on ME!
DS - December 2006
DD - December 2008
I hope you have a super fabulous time with the hubs.
I'm sorry about your dad....that has to be awful to deal with....BUT you focus on YOU. Take care of yourself. Enjoy the time away, you deserve it.
Sorry about the crap with your parents. I can't imagine how frustrating that must be.
Enjoy your vacation! That sounds marvelous and like just what you need!
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