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BethanyB2609
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Ugly cried DH all the way to Argentina
BethanyB2609
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in Trouble TTC
MH gets invited on multiple hunting trips a year by business customers and whatnot. This morning he left for Argentina. Rewind to last night, I felt the urge to cry all day long but held it in until I got home. When he got home and wanted to know what was wrong I just told him I was upset that my period wasn't cooperating and I was very anxious to start treatment again. Naturally when someone asks me what's wrong when I'm already crying the BIG hideous irrational cry starts. Not only did I hit him with that gem, other things that I didn't even know were bothering me started pouring out like word vomit. I started saying things like, "I wish I was invited to go on fun trips during the year" and "I wouldn't be waiting on my period if I wouldn't have miscarried in September". I know it was the hormones talking but I feel like the world's worst wife. Why couldn't I have waited until after he left to have a major breakdown? So there you have it, I ugly cried my husband all the way to Argentina 
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Re: Ugly cried DH all the way to Argentina
Im sorry
Im sure your H understands! We all have moments like that,lol.
DX: PCOS/Recurrent losses/MTHFR mutation (compound hetero)
5 hysteroscopies/2 surgical
3 Inject IUIs = 2 m/c's and 1 BFN
IVF #1= BFP. m/c at 7w6d. Needed 2 D&C's and scar tissue removal. Mild OHSS
IVF #2 = BFP. Severe OHSS. 4 Drainings. TWINS!
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
I'm so sorry. I do the same thing -- fall apart at the wrong time and then regret it after the fact. I am sure your husband understands, it's just such a roller coaster and you never know when you'll be up and when you be down.
Hang in there!
I am sorry that you had a breakdown like that, but I am pretty sure we have all done that! I hope you feel better soon.
On a side note: I am really jealous of your husband. I would like to go hunting in Argentina! And I really want to go wine tasting there.