I'm sorry you had a hard day. We put up the tree at my parent's house today, my nieces and nephew were there, and it was fun to watch them put ornaments on because they were so excited... but also heart wrenching that my son would never get to do that. It did make me feel better though that I had given my mom and ornament for Peyton and I put that on the tree... and my mom also bought a new tree topper, an angel that was for him too. So it was hard but also nice to know he will always be included, just not in the way I'd always dreamed of. Anyways, the point of that was wondering if you had any ornaments for Connor? If not, maybe putting one up for him would help just a little. ((Hugs))
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies.
IUI #1 = BFN
IUI #2 = BFN
On the road to IVF....
Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011
16 eggs retrieved
Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011
Only 2 viable eggs transferred.
1 IVF, 1 ICSI
IVF #1 = BFP :-)
10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks:
Our baby Jack became an angel
12/14/11 = natural BFP
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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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