Late Term and Child Loss

hard day

I keep crying. We put up the tree today and all I think when I see it is that Connor would have been here any day now. Life is so unfair.
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  • I'm sorry you had a hard day.  We put up the tree at my parent's house today, my nieces and nephew were there, and it was fun to watch them put ornaments on because they were so excited... but also heart wrenching that my son would never get to do that.  It did make me feel better though that I had given my mom and ornament for Peyton and I put that on the tree... and my mom also bought a new tree topper, an angel that was for him too.  So it was hard but also nice to know he will always be included, just not in the way I'd always dreamed of.  Anyways, the point of that was wondering if you had any ornaments for Connor?  If not, maybe putting one up for him would help just a little.  ((Hugs))
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