11dp 5dt - Feel Like Crap - POAS

Toni79 · November 2011

So I'm 11dp 5dt. My beta is tomorrow.

I was out of town the past few days. I went to Chicago for a long girls weekend (Friday-Tuesday). I had a lot of fun, but I had a few complaints (or possible symptoms). I was really tired the whole time I was there, even though I got a solid 8 hours of sleep each night. Every time I got into the car, I'd nap for 20-30 mins until we got where we were going. There were a few times that I got a little nauseous, but it also could have been my friend's driving (lol). There were a few days where I couldn't seem to get my temperature right. I was constantly taking my jacket on and off and on and off. I also had a fair amount of localized cramping (crossing my fingers that it was implantation). Although I had fun, I did feel a little bit like a party pooper, because I just wasn't feeling like myself.

I went back to work yesterday and these symptoms continued. Only now my cramps weren't so localized, which kind of made me nervous that it was my AF trying to "break through" (I'm on Endometrium and Estrace). And I felt super-duper bloated. Last night I felt so crappy I turned down ice cream and went to bed early.

When I woke up this morning, I was still really crampy and bloated. I planned on POAS tomorrow before my beta just to mentally prepare myself for a BFN, but since I felt so crappy I decided I needed more time to mentally prepare. So I POAS this morning (FRER). And much to my surprise I was two lines, the second was almost as dark as the first. This is the first time I have ever seen a positive result. I'm trying not to get too excited though since my first IVF resulted in a chemical pregnancy. I just cannot wait for my beta and the result tomorrow. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle this if this was a false positive. eeeek!

DH asked me if I POAS this morning. I lied and said no. First I don't want to get his hopes up. And second I don't want to say yes, and then have to tell him the results over the phone.

Mrs.McIrish · November 2011

YAY! Good luck with tomorrow's beta:-)

blueberries8 · November 2011

Yay!!!! So, so exciting!!!!!! Also, with a test line almost as dark as the control line, there isn't a hint of doubt in my mind that what you saw is a positive, as true as they come! Lots of good vibes for a great beta tomorrow - I am so happy for you:)

rockpaperlove · November 2011

Congrats! Best of luck with your beta!

Ruthie04 · November 2011

Ahhhhh! This is so exciting. Good luck with your beta!

theworms · November 2011

Congrats!

Sending great beta vibes!!!

Nagem927 · November 2011

Yay! Happy beta tomorrow!

Aegis2005 · November 2011

Congrats! Good luck on a great beta!

AmCheri · November 2011

Congrats! A dark line is extremely encouraging. Good luck tomorrow!

Crispity · November 2011

Yay, yay, yay! Congratulations to you! A dark line is fabulous! With my chemicals, my line was always light.

AND, thank you for giving me some hope, because we transferred a blast and a morula on Saturday, and I've been super bummed that we didn't have two blasts to transfer.

debnut39 · November 2011

Congrats! That is a great sign with a dark second line!! Wishing you tons of good luck!!

mystic_J · November 2011

Congratulations! Hoping for a big strong beta number for you tomorrow!!!

Toni79 · November 2011

Thanks for all your positive thoughts and vibes ladies! I know it was a dark line, but I'm just so scared and parinoid that I won't belive it until my dr tells me my beta.

I'm just hoping and praying that the 3rd time is the charm . . . something about the number 3 . . .3 years TTC . . . 3 IUIs . . . 3 IVFs . . .