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2WW Nothing can make me happy...

So yesterday was 6dpt3dt and other than feeling like I could cry at any moment I felt nothing. No side effects from the endometrin... nothing. I thought okay this IVF must be a bust, the embryos should have implanted over the weekend and I should feel "something".

Today I am actually having some cramps, and woke up looking like a 13 year old pimple face kid... Nope still not happy! LOL the only thing that can make me happy would be a BFP and I promised DH I wouldn't poas... we would find out from the beta (scheduled 11/21) Oh boy, this is going to be a long week!

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5 failed IUI cycles
2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
(We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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Re: 2WW Nothing can make me happy...

  • GL on 11/21 - you're a better chic than me...I would never be able to hold out. :-)
    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
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  • Lack of symptoms means nothing hun. Good luck to you!
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    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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  • I'm with you!  Today is 9dp3dt and I'm actually feeling pretty down. I'm almost sure it's a BFN  :(  I don't feel anything either but saw a sign of impending AF yesterday which really bummed me out. Hang in there!  The wait is miserable. 

    Baby girl Lila born 2013.
    Baby boy Henry born 2015.
    Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
  • imageAmCheri:

    I'm with you!  Today is 9dp3dt and I'm actually feeling pretty down. I'm almost sure it's a BFN  :(  I don't feel anything either but saw a sign of impending AF yesterday which really bummed me out. Hang in there!  The wait is miserable. 

    Thanks, yesterday I wanted to feel something - anything... and today well I wish I didn't have AF like cramps. When is your beta?

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    TTC #1 Since June 2007
    April 2008 Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
    5 failed IUI cycles
    2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

    IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

    Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
    (We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

    FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
    ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
    Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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  • imageEMNTOM:
    imageAmCheri:

    I'm with you!  Today is 9dp3dt and I'm actually feeling pretty down. I'm almost sure it's a BFN  :(  I don't feel anything either but saw a sign of impending AF yesterday which really bummed me out. Hang in there!  The wait is miserable. 

    When is your beta?

    It's Wednesday. I'm absolutely dreading it.

    Baby girl Lila born 2013.
    Baby boy Henry born 2015.
    Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
  • imageAmCheri:
    imageEMNTOM:
    imageAmCheri:

    I'm with you!  Today is 9dp3dt and I'm actually feeling pretty down. I'm almost sure it's a BFN  :(  I don't feel anything either but saw a sign of impending AF yesterday which really bummed me out. Hang in there!  The wait is miserable. 

    When is your beta?

    It's Wednesday. I'm absolutely dreading it.

    I am sure I will feel the same way. Are you going to POAS?

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    TTC #1 Since June 2007
    April 2008 Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
    5 failed IUI cycles
    2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

    IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

    Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
    (We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

    FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
    ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
    Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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  • I hope this week goes by quickly for you! 

    MH didn't want me to POAS this past cycle either.  We compromised and decided I would test the day before beta.  I caved and tested 3 days early.  It's soooo hard to wait!!

    Good luck!

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  • It sounds like you are having implantation cramping so that is great news. There are so many things people do/don't experience that it is so hard to calm your nerves and feel like you are following the currect curve of experiences.

    Don't POAS! I started doing this and I have been getting negatives and it is just making me worse off.

    Hang in there and wishing you a happier week! Take care!

    Me: 39 DH: 39 Dx: MFI, DOR, Poor Responder Our only option is IVF with ICSI; 1/11 IVF#1.1: Lupron flare, canceled lead follie/poor response; 3/11 IVF#1.2: EPP, canceled due to lead follicle/poor response; 10/11 IVF#1.3: Antagonist, microdose HCG, 2 embies 2dt BFN; 12/11 IVF #2: Stims started 12/17, ER: 12/27 3R, 1 mature, 1 fert, other 2 eggs matured overnight and rescue ICSI performed and both fertilized! (frozen on 12/30), On 12/29 1 2d 4-cell, grade 1 embie transferred. 1/12: Scheduled Beta, FX'd! IVF Snowflakes!
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  • Definitely no POAS. I don't think I even have any at home. It's not like I've needed them. Lol 
    Baby girl Lila born 2013.
    Baby boy Henry born 2015.
    Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
  • imagedebnut39:

    It sounds like you are having implantation cramping so that is great news. There are so many things people do/don't experience that it is so hard to calm your nerves and feel like you are following the currect curve of experiences.

    Don't POAS! I started doing this and I have been getting negatives and it is just making me worse off.

    Hang in there and wishing you a happier week! Take care!

    Thanks! Thankfully I have none in my home so it shouldn't be a problem. I am just trying to keep my mind busy before the 21st, which is easy at home but at work sitting in front of a computer, is proving be more difficult than I imagined. I thought that IUI 2ww were difficult but am learning that they are a piece of cake compared to this!

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    TTC #1 Since June 2007
    April 2008 Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
    5 failed IUI cycles
    2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

    IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

    Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
    (We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

    FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
    ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
    Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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  • @AmCheri, I don't have any at home either, they are just TOO tempting!

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    My Blog

    TTC #1 Since June 2007
    April 2008 Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
    5 failed IUI cycles
    2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

    IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

    Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
    (We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

    FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
    ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
    Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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