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Still so hurt

HeatherhahHeatherhah member
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It has been almost 6 weeks since we said goodbye to our baby girl. Well I am going to my 6 week check up today and I am not looking forward to it. My doctors are the ones who I feel made this all happen. It is so hard to go there but I have to do it at least this last time. I also just got my first cycle since I delivered Sydney which makes this all seem so surreal. I feel so empty and lost without my sweet baby this is a horrible thing that has happened to all of us. If only we could turn back time and change it all. Sorry to ramble I am just having a bad few days well really a bad week.

Heather 

DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
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  • krysiahamatykrysiahamaty

    I am so sorry. I went in for my Dr appt today too. I ranted in the next post. It's so hard and I hate that we are going through this!!!

    Big, big hugs.

    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    Big (((HUGS))) I also wish there was a way to turn back time.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • Auki13Auki13 member
    I am so sorry.  I remember going to the nurse midwife and being so sad that I couldn't bring my baby to show off.  I brought my NILMDTS pictures instead.  :-(  The women at the office were so thoughtful though.  They schedules me right before lunch so nobody else was there and all the women there just sat with me and ooh and ahhed at my pics.  I was glad I could at least show her off like that.  I wish you luck and I hope they are comforting and gentle with you.
    Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers Lilypie Fourth Birthday tickers Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending big hugs your way.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

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