It just affects me way too hard. When I read stories of children being hurt or killed, I just can't get it out of my head.
And in cases where the child was hurt/killed by someone, I just want to hunt the predator down. And I'm not a violent person. I also can't stop thinking about what they did, as much as I try. It grieves me so much.
I used to be able to separate myself, and while stories would make me sad, I wouldn't take it to heart so much.
I guess that's what motherhood does to you? I see children and think of my own daughter... I assume that's where the grief and rage at the criminals comes from.
Thanks for letting me ramble... I couldn't go back to sleep after DH left for work at 3:45, and I made the mistake of reading a news story about the murder of a local 3-year old child... and it just.... ugh.
Re: I can't watch/read the news anymore...
My Colton...Growing up so fast!
And Coralee, his baby sister...On the way!
Me too, and to make matters worse, I live in Kansas City, so I hear every single update whether I want to or not.