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No June bug for us.

Found out officially today that our baby died last week. At last weeks ultrasound my RE said he was concerned about the slow heartbeat and my progesterone levels. So while I have had a week to prepare for the worst, it was still devastating. My doctor has recommended a D&C on Thursday. It took us 17 months to get pregnant and now I am so worried we will never get our take home baby. Not too mention my cousin shared with me that she is pregnant and due two weeks after what was my due date. It's just all too much right now.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss!  I hope you find support and comfort here.  It will get easier.  **Hugs**
  • UGH I am so sorry. :(

    It's so unfair and just awful. I'm sorry you've found yourself here but I hope you find the hope and healing that you need.

    Don't lose hope. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Please use this board as a safe place to share with many others who understand your situation.
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  • I am very sorry.  My SIL is due a few days away from what would have been our due date I know how that feels.  I am hoping time heals and we all get out take home baby.

    HUGS 

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  • Big hugs to you...

    I am so sorry for your loss.

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  • I am so sorry ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. (((HUGS)))
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  • Sorry for your loss!
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I know it can make it even harder when others who are close to you are pregnant. It will get better with time and I hope you have your take home baby soon.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss :(  I too lost a June bug and it just plain old sucks.  I hope you find the support that you need here.  TTCAL is also a fabulous board.

    {{{hugs}}} 

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  • I am so sorry to read your news.  Having a week to prepare or not, the news does not get any easier to take in.  Take time to grieve your loss.  <<hugs to you>>

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    BFP #2 2/1/12, EDD 10/11/12.  Baby arrived 10/9/12

    BFP #3 5/6/14, EDD 1/14/15

  • My thoughts are with you and your husband. ((hugs)) I'm so sorry for your loss.
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  • Sorry to see another June bug here :(, but you are in good company.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  (((Hugs)))
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  • I'm sorry for your loss. Hugs, hon. The girls here are wonderful-although it sucks we're all here.
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    :::HUGS::: I'm so sorry for your loss! Welcome to a great board!

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  • I lost my June Bug too.  Worst feeling I have ever had.  Hugs to you ans sorry for your loss.
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