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Ups & Downs Mini Vent

conway091507conway091507
in July 2012 Moms

I know I'm not alone in this feeling, but I can't help but be an emotional roller coaster with this pregnancy. After two miscarriages, and still no take home baby, all I do is constantly worry. I want to be positive in hope of a positive outcome, but then when I am my high, I am not there long before I am talking my self out of getting my hopes up. It's just so hard when you want something SOOO BAD! I wish I could get blood work, & u/s every day! I think that's the only thing that would ease my mind.

I just have some tender bb's other than that and a little more sleepy than normal I feel 100% perfectly fine. That scares me! Then on the other hand, my last two I felt awful the whole time and lost them, so maybe this is a good thing?! Who knows!

Ugh!!

Anways, Happy Friday!

*Veronica* Pregnancy Ticker M/C @11 weeks 7/2009 M/C @11 weeks 1/2010 Positive Pregnancy Test Tuesday October 25th! Estimated Due Date July 1, 2012! ? ? When you dream of something for so long, and it's taken from you in a blink of an eye, it hurts. But I am strong and I am not giving up! ?
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  • Eliesc2Eliesc2
    I know how you're feeling. I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard because I also tell myself not to get my hopes up. Hopefully this is your take home baby!
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  • pinkcallalilypinkcallalily member
    I understand how you feel.  Although I do have a son, our last pregnancy ended at 16 weeks and I'm terrified this time.  My pregnancy with my son was also a bit complicated so I feel like I'm just expecting something to go wrong again.  I would love to know what a "normal" pregnancy is like.
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  • missusbeemissusbee member

    imagewed23:
    I understand how you feel.  Although I do have a son, our last pregnancy ended at 16 weeks and I'm terrified this time.  My pregnancy with my son was also a bit complicated so I feel like I'm just expecting something to go wrong again.  I would love to know what a "normal" pregnancy is like.

    Well maybe this is the one when you find out. Smile

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  • jnu1117jnu1117 member

    I completely understand, this is my second pregnancy (first ended in a mc) and I want this so bad. I am trying to enjoy the excitement but then I start to worry. They are still checking my blood levels, today I found out that hcg is going up but progesterone went down. Of course that worried me. I am start progesterone tonight, I hope this helps. I hope for both of us we get our take home baby.

    Good Luck

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