hey ya'll. I know you guys can relate and just need a place to vent.
When my dh left I moved 3 hrs away to move in with my parents to help save some money and get out of debt and to also have help with my two boys. My 8 month old has severe acid reflux and other issues and we've spent the last 8 months trying to find out what is wrong. He screams all night. We;re on the right track, but not there yet.
Ds1 is 3 and just having a horrible time with dh gone.acting out, whining, crying, mean to his brother.
I, have had a bad case of pneumonia and have stayed sick pretty much since a month after he left. I am so exhausted all the time. Im stressed and lose my patience easily because I dont feel good. I keep missing work (a very part time job to help pay off more debt since I have mom to watch the kids). I found out this past week after being in severe pain in my teeth and cheeks that I have a horrible sinus infection and after antiobiotics didnt work I had a CT scan and was told I need surgery asap.
I'm just a complete ball of emotions. I'm stressed to the max and cry at the absolute drop of a hat. Literally. I just cannot handle my 3 yr old who is acting out. I dont feel like a very good mom lately and hate this.
my stomach is a wreck and I cant eat anything without getting sick.
I'm trying to be strong but feel like Im drowing. Is it possible to be suffering from depression? Should I talk to my doctor?
is this just normal deployment sadness, stress?