TTC After a Loss

~*~Nightly Confessions~*~

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Natural MCs 2/4/09, 8/22/09 & 4/7/10
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)

Re: ~*~Nightly Confessions~*~

  • DH is away and I'm supposed to be doing productive things such as dishes, cleaning the closet, or sanding down our livingroom furniture. But instead, I am eating pesto noodles, getting into my pj's and watching as many episodes of Men In Trees that I can. I only feel slightly guilty...
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1
    07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
    - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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    DH is away and I'm supposed to be doing productive things such as dishes, cleaning the closet, or sanding down our livingroom furniture. But instead, I am eating pesto noodles, getting into my pj's and watching as many episodes of Men In Trees that I can. I only feel slightly guilty...

    I had this lovely experience last week! I lived off of Texas Cheese fries and spent a ridiculous amount of time catching up on raunchy reality tv. Enjoy it while you can. Your DH won't know :)

    Natural MCs 2/4/09, 8/22/09 & 4/7/10
    Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
    BFP #4 5/14/12
    5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
    5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
  • I have a list of things I need to do at home, but have every intention of going home and playing the Sims 3 tonight. Laundry and dinner can wait. Stick out tongue


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    ♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15
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  • I keep yelling (in my head) at all these friends/aqcuaintances that keep getting BFPs because they are announcing it at 5 and 6 weeks along.  I want to tell them not to announce it so early because a m/c can happen at anytime, especially that early on.  And on top of that I am having bad thoughts...bad, bad thoughts about their pregnancies.
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  • (Warning: Little Kids mentiond)

    I LOVE sleep, so much so that I would sleep for 16 hours on end if I was allowed to.  But every Wednesday I get up 45 minutes earlier then normal (we usually wake up at 11:30 since we work nights, but Wednesdays we wake up at 10:45) and we get coffee and pick up my 4-year-old nephew and another girl from his daycare at pre-school to help with rides.  It is always the highlight of my week, because the little girl (who I have known since she started day-care with nephew at 4 months old) ALWAYS runs to us and gives me a hug!!! 

     But even though its the highlight of my week, I judge the parents that have pre-schoolers+ a toddler and they let the toddler get into trouble while waiting for pre-school to get out.  I am MUCH better handling a 2 year old then that!

    TTC since June 2009 DX: PCOS October 2010
    6 medicated cycles, 2 pregnancies, 1 ectopic April 2011, Early Miscarriage August 2011
    7 more cycles, 1 IUI, No success after last pregnancy
    7/1/2012 No more fertility coverage
    8/17/2012 started pursuing domestic infant adoption!
    11/26/2012 HOME STUDY APPROVED!!!
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  • I'm enjoying my first glass of wine since before I found out I was pregnant. Kind of bittersweet to think that I can actually drink wine again Sad

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  • I am painfully shy. So to the coworker that I was trying to make polite conversation today, thanks for treating me like I'm stupid making me feel like even more of an idiot than I normally do in social situations. It's hard enough for me to talk to people as is and you made it worse. Thank you so very much, jerk.
    "Even miracles take a little time" Our little pumpkin is here!! Dominick William arrived 2 weeks early on September 30, 2012! 8 lbs 2 oz and 20 inches. For you I've waited all these years.
  • When I was pregnant, I felt bad about all the weight I wished I'd lost before getting KU.

    Now, after the m/c, I really don't care about the weight.  (Though I'm dieting anyway)

    TTC #1 ♥ since 1/11 
    BFP #1 8/21/11 - EDD 5/1/12 - M/C 9/25/11 ♥ BFP #2 11/17/11 - EDD 8/1/12 - C/P 11/20/11
    DH (37) SA = mediocre  Me (31) Low AMH/DOR, Septate Uterus (repaired via Hysteroscopy)
    IUI 1-3 = 3 BFNs ♥ IVF 11/12 = BFFN :( ♥ IUI 4 + Injects 1/13 = BFN :(IUI 5 + Injects = cancelled due to cyst
    BFP #3 - 3/9/13 ♥ EDD 11/21/13 Break cycle miracle! ♥ Stick baby, stick!!  IT'S A GIRL!
    Caitlyn Emma born 11-6-13, 5lb 7.5oz, 18.5in

    ♥ Congrats BFPB HuskyMomma94, David arrived 4/26/12!  And #2 due 3/10/14! ♥
    ♥ Luck and love BFPB siple1am!! ♥

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    I have a list of things I need to do at home, but have every intention of going home and playing the Sims 3 tonight. Laundry and dinner can wait. Stick out tongue

    Did you get the new expansion? 

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