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Cried during filling out custody section of divorce papers tonight

My H and I went over the custody pages of the divorce papers together tonight.  It wasn't easy.  He wanted every other weekend and visiting hours every Tuesdays and Thursdays night.  I should be happy to have more time with my son but still I had a very tough time at the thought of this.

My mom who is states away has to start kidney dialysis.  While on the custody papers, he told me I should be bracing myself as he does not think my mom will last much longer.  He knows we are super close.

I don't know how I am going to manage without my mom.  I call her anytime and she has always been there for me.  She is my soul mate.  

I feel like I am losing 2 people I love, yes I still love my husband even though he repeatedly says he never loved me nor like my personality.  I never felt so alone and so abandoned.  I have to be strong for my son.  He is all I got right now.

Re: Cried during filling out custody section of divorce papers tonight

  • I hope you have a strong support system - nearby friends, family, church. Just hang in there. It will be a great test to your own strength. We are all here for you to vent to and offer encouraging words.

  • I am so so sorry. Hang in there though. Just remember to breathe. It is ok to feel the feelings associated with it all, better than holding it all in. And we are all here for you!
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