Cried during filling out custody section of divorce papers tonight
My H and I went over the custody pages of the divorce papers together tonight. It wasn't easy. He wanted every other weekend and visiting hours every Tuesdays and Thursdays night. I should be happy to have more time with my son but still I had a very tough time at the thought of this.
My mom who is states away has to start kidney dialysis. While on the custody papers, he told me I should be bracing myself as he does not think my mom will last much longer. He knows we are super close.
I don't know how I am going to manage without my mom. I call her anytime and she has always been there for me. She is my soul mate.
I feel like I am losing 2 people I love, yes I still love my husband even though he repeatedly says he never loved me nor like my personality. I never felt so alone and so abandoned. I have to be strong for my son. He is all I got right now.
Re: Cried during filling out custody section of divorce papers tonight
I hope you have a strong support system - nearby friends, family, church. Just hang in there. It will be a great test to your own strength. We are all here for you to vent to and offer encouraging words.