I had a dream last night that Lila woke me up calling "mama" over and over. She wasn't crying, just calling me. So I get up to go see what she needs and as I am going across the hall I realize the house is on fire and all the exits are blocked. It was somotherfuckingreal because everything in my dream was exact, and I WAS in bed sleeping (if that makes sense). I am still getting sweaty thinking about it. I don't want to go to bed. And I blame DC and her post about that damn fan yesterday.