1)The other day, doc could NOT find heartbeat. Bc of my size, I didn't freak. Until I had to go sit and wait for U/S. At that point, I am thinking of my two friends who lost babies at 20 weeks. So, I start to panic inside. And then she put that wand on my belly, and there's LO putting hands to face and wiggling around. Whew.
2) In other news, please pray for me. The insulin keeps being upped, but so do my STUPID NUMBERS! Also, as we were talking about different ideas for med combos, doc talked about stopping metformin. He was like, "That is used to treat PCOS(among other things), but that's not our issue right now." Me: "Wait. What? You think I have PCOS?" Him:"Well, yes of course. But that's not what we need to focus on right now." In my head--- But it's a BIG FOCUS TO ME!!! You just gave me a HUGE diagnosis!!! And SO MUCH makes sense! No WONDER it took 3 years and metformin for me to get pregnant, thank you very much. Also, I am TERRIFIED of stopping metformin right now. With my m/c, I stopped it(with BFP as directed) and lost the baby that week. Now, it is almost guaranteed not the cause. But wouldn't YOU wonder and be afraid????
2) Went to Toy R Us on way home and was bummed, bc it's an hour away and I rarely go. It's the Only place with "Expectant Mom" parking. And they were all full. Silly, but kind of a bummer bc it makes me feel happy to park there and get out with belly and DS;0) The simple pleasures....
3) Drove 9 HOURS yesterday, on a National Lampoon's drive with Murphy's Law all the way to my sister's house to hang with her and her five kids and go to 400 soccer, football and cheer activities. The drive included a atop in the middle of the mountains at a fun, little place. This is where I took a bite of the burger. And then threw it up AT THE TABLE. LOL And now, my legs look like sausages from swelling.
4) My sis makes amazing homemade spaghetti sauce. And she's canning me some to take home;0)