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Wishful thinking.

electricdoctor83electricdoctor83 member
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I am pretty sure I can squint hard enought to see a line on my test this morning.  So then I did a control test by taking a white strip of regular paper.  I squinted in the exact same way and willed myself to see a line. 

 

Well, I did.  On white paper.  That clearly can't measure hcg sooooooo I'm guessing my maybe shadow BFP this morning was just my brain really really wanting a line. 

It's still early, I'm only 9DPO.  I think I've officially lost it.

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  • angelakhangelakh
    I am right there with you.  I am 11dpiui and I finally tested with a digital, bfn, but it took all the fun out of trying to figure out if there was a line!  I have promised myself to not test again until I have my beta drawn on Tuesday, mostly because I am out of tests!!!!!!
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  • angelakhangelakh
    Oh, and I meant to say -GL and I am sending tons of sticky baby dust your way :)
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  • MaybeMoreMaybeMore
    Ha!  That's what happened after the real line disappeared on me last time on the next test!  I wanted it to stay so badly I hallucinated it.
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  • bronxitebronxite
    Hang in there sister!! The waiting is the hardest part...
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