So, currently in the 2ww with 1 week left before I go for bloodwork. Last month I made it to the very DAY I was supposed to go get my HCG done and got my period on my way out the freaking door! I also started spotting last month and the month before 4 days before my real period actually came. I am just waiting for the spotting to begin this month. AHHHHHHH...I want to be positive but something tells me that something is just wrong with me and no one seems to know what it is. I don't know how much more of this I can take
Jen
Mom to Benjamin, born 9/28/06
TTC # 2 since 7/2010
Unexplained IF
1st round of clomid April 2011 BFN
2nd round of clomid May 2011 BFN
1st round of femara June 2011 BFN
2nd round of femara with ovidrel and IUI #1 July 2011 BFN
3rd round of femara with ovidrel and IUI #2 August 2011 BFN
4th round (ahhhhh!!!!) of femara with ovidrel and IUI #3 converted to TI September 2011 ???
I hear ya. I am so sorry you are going through all of this.
I have made it to only one (bloodwork) pregnancy test and got my period in the bathroom on the way out. It was cruel and unusual punishment for... what? I'm not sure. I had to pay the copay on the way out and I was like -- can't I just f'ing cancel it?? Add insult to injury and you get one bitter patient.
Hang in there. I pray that you have a postive result this time around and that you find peace in whatever the future brings.
Abby
ttc #2 since 6/09 **
au naturel (many months) = bfn **
acupuncture + herbs (many months) = bfn **
acupuncture + herbs + IUI (2 rounds) = bfn **
gonal f + ovidrel + IUI (7 rounds) = bfn ** IVF w/ICSI+PGD - all embryos arrested 4/28/12 GAME OVER **
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When are you going in for bloodwork? I think you & I must be close to the same tineline because I'm going in next Thurs. Here's hoping your 2ww is a productive one!!
7/09 miracle DD born
3/11 DX: lean PCOS/anovulatory
9/11 ovarian drilling to remove cysts + 5mg Femara = BFN
10/11 5 mg Femara again = BFP, ectopic pregnancy at 5w4d
11/11 diagnosed with breast cancer
12/11 bilateral mastectomy with reconstruction http://annefightsback.blogspot.com
Try not to lose hope. When I was preggo with DD, I was positive that I wasn't pregnant. I only took a test because every time I did, I would get my period about an hour later. I really need my period to come, otherwise I was going to have it on vaction, 5 weeks later. And I was shocked to see a positive. I was also sure that something was wrong with me and that I was "broken". Good luck!
Conceived DD after 15 cycles---
TTC #2 since 11/10---Me- Poor egg quality and supply---DH- Poor count and motility---2 rounds 75IU Follistim/IUI-BFN---5/12 150IU Follistim/IUI-Over-produced! Converted to IVF! 0 fertilized:( Rescue ICSI performed. 2 embryos transfered-BFN
Thanks Ladies! Feeling better today as spotting is still not here.
@ SB we are on the EXACT same schedule! My beta is next Thursday too!
Jen
Mom to Benjamin, born 9/28/06
TTC # 2 since 7/2010
Unexplained IF
1st round of clomid April 2011 BFN
2nd round of clomid May 2011 BFN
1st round of femara June 2011 BFN
2nd round of femara with ovidrel and IUI #1 July 2011 BFN
3rd round of femara with ovidrel and IUI #2 August 2011 BFN
4th round (ahhhhh!!!!) of femara with ovidrel and IUI #3 converted to TI September 2011 ???
Re: I'm feeling discouraged...
I hear ya. I am so sorry you are going through all of this.
I have made it to only one (bloodwork) pregnancy test and got my period in the bathroom on the way out. It was cruel and unusual punishment for... what? I'm not sure. I had to pay the copay on the way out and I was like -- can't I just f'ing cancel it?? Add insult to injury and you get one bitter patient.
Hang in there. I pray that you have a postive result this time around and that you find peace in whatever the future brings.
Abby
I'm so sorry. I feel like this often too.
When are you going in for bloodwork? I think you & I must be close to the same tineline because I'm going in next Thurs. Here's hoping your 2ww is a productive one!!
3/11 DX: lean PCOS/anovulatory
9/11 ovarian drilling to remove cysts + 5mg Femara = BFN
10/11 5 mg Femara again = BFP, ectopic pregnancy at 5w4d
11/11 diagnosed with breast cancer
12/11 bilateral mastectomy with reconstruction
http://annefightsback.blogspot.com
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Thanks Ladies! Feeling better today as spotting is still not here.
@ SB we are on the EXACT same schedule! My beta is next Thursday too!
Totally with you, and it sucks! I'm having one of those days too! Stay away period! No one likes you anyway!