Hello Ladies! :)

Krissersroro

Sorry I've been missing for so long. I've had a lot on my plate lately, and honestly I've been getting pretty depressed lately and just haven't had it in me to do much of anything.

Anyways, last month was a bust. No ovulation... so that really upset me. And then at my RE appt I was kinda shocked at his lack of compassion or, really saying much to me at all. All he did was say "well, we will up it to 150MG this month" and left the room. What the heck? He normally takes his time, explains everything, tells me what we will do after this if it doesn't work, etc. And on top of it, I swear I can't take an other person asking me about my brothers girlfriend being pregnant. Me and my brother haven't talked in probably 6 months. He refuses to speak to me because I don't like his girlfriend (I've never said anything to her, and have always been nice, I just don't like her. She flipped out on my husband once and I haven't liked her sense.) SOOO on top of it hurting that they are having a baby first, and giving my mom her first grandchild, it also hurts because I miss him and he won't talk to me. SO, long story short, I've just been pretty down in the dumps lately.

ANYWAYS, I am on CD11 today, and I did 150MG of Clomid CD3-7. Really hoping for ovulation this time. = I don't know much much longer I can take this waiting game

rockpaperlove

Welcome back!  And, I would like to introduce myself as a new member of this board!  Sending lots of baby dust your way for this round of 150mg of Clomid!

chrissyrmu

Welcome back - good luck with the clomid, and sorry your RE wasn't helpful this month! Baby Dust to you!

I can relate to everything you said about the situation with your brother.  Huge Hugs... my brother just had his 1st child in June, and it has been really hard.  The baby mama & I aren't friends - she already has 2 kids to a deadbeat/drug dealer, and I think got pregnant on purpose... this was my parents 2nd grandchild... I desperately miss my brother, but I miss the person he was before her...not who he has become.

 

Ann679

Welcome back!  I'm sorry you are having a rough time.  I completely understand being disappointed over your brother's girlfriends pregnancy.  If not talking to your brother is hard on you, maybe you should try to reconcile?  Hugs!

Krissersroro

Thank you all.

And as far as my brother, making up isn't an option. He said a lot of things to me that we very very very... disgusting and putting me down.  I don't think I could forgive him, and on top of it, he isn't willing to try anyways. I've tried to get a hold of him to ask him a question, and he refused to speak to me. So either way, it isn't going to happen. :