I've always been this way, so I don't think I have PPD. Perhaps I have a mild form of depression always?
I can't get anything done. I always walk around in a state of anxiety. I talk myself out of things before I even get started. Small things, tiny things. I get overwhelmed very easily, and sometimes flustered by being overwhelmed. Some days the thought of getting dressed is just too much.
Other days, I'm a ball of energy and can tear through the house, run errands, climb Mt. Everest, etc. I'm super Type A but sometimes don't have the drive to "do" the stuff.
Would anti-anxiety meds make me so chilll that I can't accomplish anything? I feel like overall I suffer from a lack of energy and focus, and I would hate to relax so much that I become apathetic.