I have a mix of emotions now....I haven't told DH...but, I took hellopoppy's advice and POAS again tonight. Kind of forgot until a little bit ago...and it said..
WTH??? I'm happy. I'm scared. I'm nervous. I'm mad. I'm still freaked out. Now what?????
I need to call my Dr. on Monday first thing. I'm sure he'll know exactly what to do. Either take Mirena out...or leave it in. I can't stop shaking. There is no way I am going to be able to sleep tonight.
We were done having kids.I sold EVERYTHING baby. Surprise! I guess this goes to show me that I'm not in control. Why me? Why do these sorts of things happen to me? What are the odds that I would get preggo? This thing was supposed to be the most effective thing out there...well besides abstinance, but who in their most healthy marriage can not have sex?? I kind of want to cry. I'm shaking.
I just keep saying to myself...now what? I am kind of happy, in a way. I am scared because this might not work out. I don't want to get my hopes up. I don't know how to tell DH. My gosh...what is he going to say? He is the one who didn't want any more, more than me. Oh, man.
I've got to stop thinking about this tonight. I've got to try to turn my brain off. Thanks for letting me vent and get this out. Surprise. Who would have guessed?