So as a part time job i run an in-home party sales business and i randomly will do a party once or twice a month. Today was my first party post loss and i really think i should have cancelled it... i was not really emotionally ready to handle what today threw at me. The hostess and her sister both know me and what i recently went through and they expressed their condolences and i assured them i would be ok to do the party. When i get there to set up in walks in two pg guests... I didn't let it phase me i went on with my work. Then they proceed to have the longest conversation about pregnancy ever and i finally had to walk out and take a few deep breaths and walk back in to cut them off and make them sit down... as i am finishing up i over here the two pg women complaining about how they didn't really want to be pg and that they were just doing it for their husbands...and i overheard the other say "i wish i wasn't pg right now i would rather be getting tattoos" I could not believe my ears and i know i am possibly being over sensative but i have never been more upset... I don't think it was anyones fault how today went down but I still wish i could have just rescheduled for a time when i would be more emotionally ready for that sort of thing.... Thanks for listening i know its long
Re: Vent(NTTALR) PG mentioned
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