Oh this is killing me.. I've been awake since I got up to pee at 1:30.. tossing/turning.. just want to sleeeeeeeeeeep... I remember this happening before B was born.. but atleast then I could sleep all day.. not now with a toddler!!
Still stressing over the decision for Monday's c section.. and am now leaning toward NOT doing it and going to see what happens naturally... I keep thinking what would my mom say? (she had 6 csections and was in ICU nurse).. and I think I know the answer to that. So.. if I go a week past my due date.. the decision will be made for me.
I have been doing EVERYTHING I can to help kick start the process in the last few days.. nooky with my hubby...LONG hour long walks pushing my 30 lbs toddler in her stroller.. sitting on my exercise ball... squats, lunges.. even went to see Bridesmaids b/c I heard it was funny.. and read somewhere that laughter can bring on contractions. No luck.. no BH or anything....Any other ideas.. besides castor oil???!!
My friend who was due the same day (8/7) as me.. had her baby tonight.. a little 5 lb peanut. All along we thought she would go late bc she was so small and thought I would be the early one bc I am so freaking huge.
all right.. I'm going to try to go back to bed....