I'm having a disc fusion tomorrow afternoon after six months of increasing pain & numbing & tingling in both hands. I know that the surgery is necessary & that I will be better off afterwards, but the thought of how close the surgeon will be to my spinal cord is starting to freak me out. I'm trying to stay busy & keep my mind off it, but it's not working. I have been trying to tell myself that getting my neck fixed is the last stumbling block that we have & that as soon as it's fixed we can seriously TTC. Someone help talk me down off of the ledge!!!!
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Re: Neck surgery tomorrow & I'm starting to get nervous
can't lie ... it's scary.
but the results are totallyfuckingamazing. i had fusion surgery in 2005 (c4/c5) ... it was a miracle. i was IMMEDIATELY out of pain - and home the next day. it was so worth it.
but yes, scary ... the OR is crazy, but my anesthesiologist was amazingly hot, and he was the last thing i saw before going under. wishing you the same happy vision.
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
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