I don't mean to be a Debbie Downer, but no one else understands these terrible feelings, so please bare with me as I share my horrible dream last night.
I was back going to school to get my teaching certificate to teach language arts, I was in some classes and then all the sudden (this is a dream!) I am back in my apartment. My parents are there and my mom is helping me with my papers because she is an LA teacher. I go to the bathroom and I wipe once- it's sort of brown. I wipe again- it's sort of pink. I wipe a third time and I am gushing blood (keep in mind this wasn't a dream in November!). So I call the Dr.'s office frantically and they are still open but say they can't change the schedule around to see me. I woke up then.
It was so incredibly real and frightening! I am going to the Dr. today to hear the heartbeat. I didn't think I was scared about this appointment at all- I was excited! Stupid dream, ruining it for me!
I guess it just sucks, because just when you start to get excited your stupid subconscious takes over and pulls this crap!
((Big hugs)) I'm sorry you had such a scary dream. I've had nightmares like that that felt so real, taking me a moment after waking up to realize it was just a dream. I hope all goes well today!
Pg dreams are so ridiculously vivid and feel so real. I'm glad you have an appointment today to check on your LO and remind yourself that it was just a dream, not reality.
Re: Horrible nightmare last night
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Sorry about your dream.
((HUGS))
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