My cycle was cancelled this past week due to over stim. RE said at least 6 weeks until I can start stims again.
I am keeping myself busy with work,DH and DD ( going to magic kingdom today!) but everytime I think of 6 more weeks of waiting I feel sad.
Amy suggestions to keep myself from feeling like this? I hate feeling this way when i already have such a beautiful DD.
Me 32 anovulation, all labs ok, DH 35 perfect
2008 first RE appt, Rx Provera to start medicated cycle, surprise BFP!
6/09 Beautiful, healthy DD born by csection!
6/10 start TTC #2
12/10 onto RE d/t no ovulation
1/11 first cycle on Femera/TI poor response= BFN
2/11 cysts- BCP
3/11 Menopur/ IUI #1, one mature follicle= BFN
early 4/11 cysts, more BCP
4/11 Menopur overstim on CD12 10 follicles, cycle canceled
Forced break for at least 6 weeks
I hate to respond simply because I'm terrible at this. I hate waiting, and then waiting again, then waiting more. But, when you mentioned the Magic Kingdom, I felt compelled to share something -
I spent DDs 4th birthday at MK, and I cried almost the whole day. I couldn't believe she was already 4, that so much time had passed, and that she still didn't have a sibling. The waiting seemed SO insurmountable at that point. I went home and sought solice on the Bump. I came across a blog where, on the same day I was celebrating my DDs bithday with "the Big Mouse", a fellow Bumpie was going in for a hysterectomy, with no children to call her own. My heart broke, and it was the first step I was able to stop and appreciate what I have.
It's not easy at all - it's a constant struggle, but whenever that memory come back up, I say a prayer for those who have so much less than I, and go forth in my day resolute to appreciate what I have. Sometimes, that process helps with the waiting.
I hope you have a wonderful day today with your family, and I sincerely hope you won't have to wait too much longer!
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Re: The waiting game... How do you deal?
I hate to respond simply because I'm terrible at this. I hate waiting, and then waiting again, then waiting more. But, when you mentioned the Magic Kingdom, I felt compelled to share something -
I spent DDs 4th birthday at MK, and I cried almost the whole day. I couldn't believe she was already 4, that so much time had passed, and that she still didn't have a sibling. The waiting seemed SO insurmountable at that point. I went home and sought solice on the Bump. I came across a blog where, on the same day I was celebrating my DDs bithday with "the Big Mouse", a fellow Bumpie was going in for a hysterectomy, with no children to call her own. My heart broke, and it was the first step I was able to stop and appreciate what I have.
It's not easy at all - it's a constant struggle, but whenever that memory come back up, I say a prayer for those who have so much less than I, and go forth in my day resolute to appreciate what I have. Sometimes, that process helps with the waiting.
I hope you have a wonderful day today with your family, and I sincerely hope you won't have to wait too much longer!
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Keep it Natural, Baby!