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So it's official... I've been cancelled...

Mrs.VozMrs.Voz
in Infertility Veterans

And boy am I having a harder time dealing with this than I thought.  I went in for a check today even though I knew it would not be gone but I was hoping it shrank.  Well, Pia shrank to a 21mm.  BUT she brought her new BFF to the party.  So now, instead of one cyst at 34mm I have two cysts at 21 and 23.  I truly can't catch a break at all!

My RE's nurse called and said that my RE wants to wait until next cycle to see if it leaves.... which AND I"M CALLING IT NOW, it will still be here but whateva.  I'm going to pray with all my might that it's not because I have an awesome surprise trip for DH to another country in July and I am not canceling it to play,"Let's watch the cyst torture Mrs.Voz! Gameshow".  Sorry for that rant... I just feel truly defeated and I'm not taking it pretty well.  This will be our 8th (I believe) cancelled cycle and that doesn't include Pia's visit for 6 months.

So, Lovely Ladies, you may not hear updates from me for awhile but I'll be cheerleading for you all in your posts!!  Wishing you all a ton of luck and PPV!!!  {{Big Happy Hug}}

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    OCW2010OCW2010
    Ugh MrsVoz I am so freaking sorry.  I really hope things work out.  *hugs*
    11/10: IUI #1 =100mg Clomid CD4-8 + pregnyl trigger + IUI = chemical pregnancy
    1/11: IUI #2 = 5mg Femara + trigger + IUI = BFN
    2/11: IUI #3 = injectibles + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IVF #1 April 2011 ER 4/23 w/16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 11 fert., 4 blasts to freeze, 5dt of 2 blasts on 4/28, beta #1 5/7 = 243... beta #2 5/9 = 491....beta #3 5/11 = 1113!!
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    madelyn07madelyn07 member

    Wow, sweetie, I'm so sorry!

    I remember you saying your RE didn't want to aspirate, too :(

    So frustrating.

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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    vanessagorcvanessagorc member

    I'm so sorry...I am just coming off of 2 cancelled cycles as well.

    IT SUCKED, i can't imagine 8 cancelled (HUGS).  Are they considering removing them?

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    jessican08jessican08 member
    I'm SO so sorry to hear that. I'll be hoping and praying you get better news next cycle. Sending big hugs your way ((HUGS))  
    TTC 12/2009
    Me: 32 - Stage II Endo / DH: 36 - Low count and morphology (1%)
    IUIs 1-3 BFN, lap Dec. 2010, IUIs 4-6 BFN
    IVF w/ICSI #1 - ER 2/8: 24R 19M 9F ET 2/13 2-5 day blasts (no frosties) = BFP - b/g twins!
    E & C Born 10/19/2012
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    cookie_queencookie_queen
    Oh hun. I am so so sorry.
    TTC with severe MFI since 9/08 IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
    Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    FET #1 April 2011= BFN
    FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
    FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138 Pregnancy Ticker
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    MrsNap_515MrsNap_515 member
    sending lots of (((HUGS)))!!!
    **~*Noelle*~**
    Happily Wed DH in May 2010
    June 2012: DD#1 born after countless fertility cycles, our 4 year old miracle 
    TTC #2: current cycle: 225iu Menopur for 4 weeks, Ovidrel Trigger= BFP! Beta #1; 333, Beta #2 713! 1st u/s showed TWINS (7/18)
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    MoFreeMoFree member
    I'm so sorry.  This indefinite waiting really sucks, doesn't it?
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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    Faith722Faith722 member

    Ugh, I am so sorry.  I was really hoping you'd get better news.

    I know you had a consult with CCRM a while back -- do you know what their approach to the cyst issue would be?

    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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    softbalangelsoftbalangel

    I'm so sorry MrsVoz. Sending tons of shrinking vibes your way hun!

     ((hugs))

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    Edwina.McDunnoughEdwina.McDunnough
    I am so so sorry. I hope that they can come to a solution for you so that you aren't delayed in the future.
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    jillmathenyjillmatheny member
    Ugh that really sucks and I'm so sorry. I hope those PIAs get outta there pronto!
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    etoyamaetoyama member
    Mrs Voz, I'm so very, very sorry :(
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    Mandy_Lou83Mandy_Lou83 member

    So frustrating!

    I am so sorry.

    After 3 years of infertility we were blessed with twin girls through private infant adoption.
    Forever our's October 17th 2012
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    jamielynnohiojamielynnohio member
    I'm so sorry! Huge hugs. IF sux
    Married '02, TTC May '05

    Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
    2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
    After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!

    Gemma Grace born 09/30/12

    Phillipians 4:6,7

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    07may0707may07

    Ugh.

    Sending you lots of (((hugs))).  I'm sorry.

    *P/SAIFW* TTC since 1/08 Clomid, 2 IUIs, 4 IVFs, FET 7 losses Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    illinigalillinigal member
    Huge hugs. So sorry you have to be cancelled. I hope you are able to have a fun trip and get a BFP very soon.
    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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    Ginger71Ginger71 member
    I'm sorry Mrs. Voz. I hope things turn around and you can cycle really soon.
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    Delta04Delta04 member

    Oh no, I am so very sorry.  A cancelled cycle is the worst.  I really hope they shrink and your plans with DH are not derailed.  ((HUGS))

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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    3citygirl3citygirl
    This may be controversial, but sometimes my cancelations have been JUST as hard as my BFNs.  I'm so sorry you're dealing with this.  ((HUGS))
    PCOS, Hypothyroidism, a ton of IVF... finally it worked => a rough pregnancy => my sweet, sweet son born at 29 weeks 1 day Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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    love2b_mrstlove2b_mrst member
    I'm so sorry...that just totally sucks. =(

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    including an IVF vacation in Costa Rica/Panama,
    IVF #2 brought us our miracle baby!
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    Sunflower0908Sunflower0908
    Oh no, I am so sorry. ((Hugs))
    TTC #1 since 03/09 Dx Unexplained
    Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
    June 2010 - IVF - BFN
    Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
    Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
    Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
    March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
    ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
    Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
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    AmberB75AmberB75
    Oh that stinks...I'm so sorry.
    DS born 10/2008 TTC #2 since 8/2009 MFI and natural killer cell activation diagnosis IVF #4 = BFP!! Due 10/12!!
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    smeyersmeyer member
    I'm so, so sorry sweetie.  ((hugs))

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    Yolanbo9Yolanbo9 member

    Ughhh!!! I'm so sorry to hear this! I was praying so hard for that B*tch Pia to go away!!!!

    You don't deserve this!!! I hope your surprise trip with your hubby is just what you need to get away and relax a little.

    {Huge Hugs}

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    bbakersgirl75bbakersgirl75 member
    Ugh is all I can say: I am so sorry hun! ((Big Hugs))
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    mdluv21mdluv21
    NOOOOO...That sucks sweetie.  I hope those stupid biatch cysts go the F away very soon.  ((hugs)) and more ((hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    "What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher
    SAIF/PAIF Welcome
    Lots of love and luck to my PAIF/3T/IF Veteran ladies, especially my dear friend Zookie. Congrats to Papps, Teach84 and Starbuck on their little ones.
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    baze2baze2
    I am so sorry. Here's hoping next month is better!
    "Onward"--CathyMD Waiting since 07/5/2011 for our forever child! Yep we are adopting!
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    ked1068ked1068
    Sending big hugs your way!
    Lilypie Waiting to Adopt tickers
    3 IUI's, 2 IVF's , 1 FET , 1 IVF w/ Gestational Carrier, and 1 FET using adopted embryo's = ALL BFNs
    We are adopting!

    SAIF/PAIF IS ALWAYS WELCOMED TO POST IN MY POSTS!!!
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    Bella2u07Bella2u07 member
    I am so very sorry.  I hope you get better news next cycle. BIG (((HUGS)))   
    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
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    KDR1979KDR1979 member

    I am so sorry. ((hugs))

    Definitely go on your trip in July!!

    Wedding Fall 2007 Off OCP's since 9/08-started with BBT charts Saw Ob/gyn May 2009 Blood work normal except single copy of MTHFR Clomid 50mg May 2009 Clomid 50mg + IUI June 2009 Femara 5mg + IUI July 2009 Normal HSG July 2009 Femara 5mg + ovidrel+IUI August 2009 Femara 5mg +ovidrel + IUI September 2009 November 2009-normal lap December 2009-met with RE December/January-Injectible med cycle with IUI-Abnormal sperm morpology found-only 0-1% normal All Head defects. Jan/Feb 2010 1st IVF with ICSI-5 week chemical pregnancy :( Feb 2010-male infertility doc says DH's anatomy and blood work are normal so nothing he can do. :( FET July 2010-BFP! Twin m/c @ 5.5 wks :( Dec/Jan 2011 IVF #2 Only 4 eggs retrieved-Ganirelix dose messed up BFFN Feb/March 2011 IVF #3 ER 3/9 9 eggs, 7 fertilized, ET 3/14, No frosties. BFN IVF #4 ER 8/22 9R,7F ET 8/25-3 embies, 1 frostie! Beta 9/2= 54, 9/6=274, 9/8=625, 9/12=2953, 9/16 greater than 10,000. B/G TWINS born April 2012 @ 36wks & 1 day! July 2014-going back for the frozen embryo! ET 7/28, heartbeat seen at 6wks1day with SCH. Miscarriage confirmed at 6wks4days





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    abbe19abbe19
    Yuck-I am so, so sorry. :(

    SAIF/PAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC #1 May 2008
    6 Rounds Clomid, 1 Round Femera-BFN
    4 IUIs (1 Clomid, 1 Femara, 2 injectables)-BFN
    February 2010-Laparoscopy
    4 months of Lupron
    August 2010-IUI #5-BFN
    October 2010-IUI #6-BFN
    IVF #1 November 2010-BFN
    IVF #2 March 2011-BFN
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    km0426km0426
    I am so sorry!  I hope they can figure things out soon and get you back to cycling! T&P!
    ***SAIF & PAIF Welcome***

    TTC since November 2008; me - poor egg quality,hypothyroidism,missing beta 3 integrin;
    DH - some MFI;

    1 month clomid plus timing - BFN;
    3 months clomid + IUI - BFN BFN BFN

    IVF #1 Nov/Dec 2009 - BFP - c/p;
    IVF #2.1 Jan 2011 - Converted to IUI - BFN;
    IVF #2.2 March/April 2011 - ER 3/23/11: 12 retrieved, 8 mature, 3 fert-ET 3dt 3/26/11: 3 embies - BFN;
    IVF #3 May 2011 - ER 5/19/11: 20 retrieved, 10 mature, 9 fert-ET 5dt 5/24/11 3 embies - BFN;
    Switched RE's for IVF #4 (CCRM) Oct 2011 - Surprise BFP before starting IVF #4!
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    amers83010amers83010
    I am so very sorry!!! Sending huge huge hugs your way!!

    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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    Rachael07.07.07Rachael07.07.07 member
    I'm so sorry hun. I know how devastating multiple canceled cycles can be. They fluckin suck! (((hugs)))
    DX PCOS w/IR 01/08.
    Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
     
    My IF/Everything Blog
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    apaige25apaige25
    I'm so sorry you were cancelled.  Getting cancelled just plain sucks.  I'm praying that your cysts go away fast so you can cycle.
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    DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife

    Hugs.

    I am so, so sorry.

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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