OK, I gotta stop...

Cranang

I have an ultrasound on Thursday...I will be exactly 11 weeks.  But I'm reading the bad stories on here and my heart is going out to these ladies so much!  And selfishly, it's completely freaking me out too.  I'm not going to sleep for the next two nights probably and Thursday (pardon me if this is TMI) but I probably won't be out of the bathroom the whole day because I tend to "go" a lot when nervous.  Seriously, 29 more weeks of this?  I'm not going to make it.

 

<--------------could use a few of those right now but I can't even do that!  AAAAAH!!!!

ldswims

You are not alone.  I was thinking this weekend that a glass of wine or a martini would really be nice right now.  My brain is in overdrive. 

One day I feel good - "oh no, something must be wrong"

Next day I feel horrible - "oh no, something must be wrong"

I can't read many of the bad stories, though.  I had one of my own last fall.  But, oddly, that gives me peace.  Last time - no m/s.  This time - every time I gag or hurl, I scream a little shout of giddiness.  Find the little things.

avalei

ldswims:

You are not alone.  I was thinking this weekend that a glass of wine or a martini would really be nice right now.  My brain is in overdrive. 

One day I feel good - "oh no, something must be wrong"

Next day I feel horrible - "oh no, something must be wrong"

I can't read many of the bad stories, though.  I had one of my own last fall.  But, oddly, that gives me peace.  Last time - no m/s.  This time - every time I gag or hurl, I scream a little shout of giddiness.  Find the little things.

Haha, THIS!!

Teffie

I have my first US tomorrow, so I totally know how you feel. I cant even get excited about it, I am so nervous.... gl to you!

Sarah101307

I wish I had another US tomorrow, I had one at 6 weeks and saw the HB but won't have another one til after 10 weeks. Waiting is torture, just told my husband I wish I could have one every other week!

Cranang

I actually had a 3rd trimester stillbirth last October...the pain has been beyond belief.  I just wish they could sedate me until November and wake me up to give birth...I feel like I'm losing it!

 Thanks ladies...it is good to know that I'm not alone. I'm keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers...I think we all need them!

marista99

I was just thinking I might need another break from this board.  I was off here for a few days for this exact reason, and now I come back to more sad news.  It's turning me into a basket case. :-(

MrsC2009

I grab my boobs a lot to make sure they're still sore.    Our NT scan is in 3 weeks - the day after we get back from vacation and I'm already worried about something happening while we're gone. 

emandbry522

MrsC2009:

I grab my boobs a lot to make sure they're still sore.    Our NT scan is in 3 weeks - the day after we get back from vacation and I'm already worried about something happening while we're gone. 

 

I thought I was the only one...lol.

ClaraEarlene

emandbry522:

MrsC2009:

I grab my boobs a lot to make sure they're still sore.    Our NT scan is in 3 weeks - the day after we get back from vacation and I'm already worried about something happening while we're gone. 

 

I thought I was the only one...lol.

Nope.  Me, too! 

gcmj7910

I know what you mean, we have our second appointment tomorrow and now I'm sitting here thinking the worst. I guess it is all in God's hands. PS-I could totally use a cold beer myself.

MrsKoller

I'm with you.

I'm trying to just enjoy each day as it comes for what it is, but it's hard some days.

itsmarcie22

MrsC2009:

I grab my boobs a lot to make sure they're still sore.    Our NT scan is in 3 weeks - the day after we get back from vacation and I'm already worried about something happening while we're gone. 

 

I do the EXACT same thing!

romigu

I am so glad you posted this. I was feeling the same way. Im getting so stressed out reading the miscarriage posts. I don't know how to deal with the anxiety and hate that I'm spending my pregnancy worrying. I want to enjoy this time in my life but it's hard to be reminded it could end any time.

ashley1381

itsmarcie22:

MrsC2009:

I grab my boobs a lot to make sure they're still sore.    Our NT scan is in 3 weeks - the day after we get back from vacation and I'm already worried about something happening while we're gone. 

 

I do the EXACT same thing!

My boobs aren't even sore so not even THAT can make me feel better!